#meme:tarot

hey i love you and i miss you a lot. i am here to rescue you i hope. i pulled the card The Devil for you. here is what the book has to say about your card:

“Associated with Capricorn, the goat. A tethered couple looks away in misery under the Devil’s yoke. Represents emotional, spiritual, physical bondage; ficial attachments or relationships based on material gain. These chains can be broken with willpower. Can also relate to deviant sexual tendencies or cults.”

with this one for you i get the feeling that it’s more about examining the people in your life and where you stand in relation to them. if there are some people who aren’t as invested in you as you are in them, or if you are keeping a relationship alive when maybe it’s time to move on. it could even be that it’s time to see if your work situation is what you really want, or you should look around for something new. what it comes down to is that you should figure out what you want for yourself in regards of mental health, and make the step to change things for the better.

hello hi. i pulled the card Queen of Cups for you. here is what the book has to say about your card:

“This Queen drinks deeply from the cup of life. Her emotions and sexuality are intense; she relies on intuition before intellect.”

with this one i will say that it can mean that if you have been struggling with you sexual identity, or even someone you are romantically attracted to, you should stop overthinking it and focus on what feels right to you rather than what you think is right for you. this could also go for if you are already in a relationship with someone. 

oh look, it’s my favorite person! i got you the King of Rods card, because you’re awesome! the book says:

“The King of Rods is depicted with the lion rampant at his back. He has the strength to back up his ideas and vision. This self-starter can rarely sit still. Honest and dependable; a natural leader and man of action.”

see. i was thinking that maybe i should try to pull another one for you, because i feel like you don’t see this yourself. but because i know you i actually saw it right away. so what i am getting with this is that you gotta believe in yourself more, because you’re really strong in a lot of ways, and you’re really smart and have a lot of great and creative ideas. you just gotta trust yourself a little more to realize them.

hey there. i pulled the card Queen of Pentacles for you. here is what the book has to say about your card:

“Surrounded by fruit and flowers, the dark haired Queen holds a rabbit - familiar symbol of fertility. Sensual and earthy, she enjoys abundance in many areas of her life. A love of luxury, she is quick to share her wealth.”

what this tells me is that 2018 could be a bountiful year for you. this doesn’t neccessarily mean materialistic/money, but also in love; romantic, platonic or family. what i really feel, though, is self-love. it’s about looking around you and loving what you have, and let that appreciation and love shine through to the people you come in contact with. put energy into allowing yourself to love who you are; mind and body alike. recognize what you have to offer yourself, and cherish it. the love you have for yourself will transcend to the people around you.

hello dear. i pulled the card King of Pentacles for you. here is what the book has to say about your card:

“Dressed in rich robes, the King is surrounded by the trappings of success - castle, vineyards, cattle. He’s a man at the top of his game - tough, but an excellent manager, and a devoted husband and friend. Could suggest agricultural pursuits - or stock market holdings.”

if i remember correctly, some really heavy things have been going on in your personal life recently, and i sense that this card wants to remind you that you are strong; especially in overwhelming situations that knock you off your feet (even if you don’t believe it yourself). this also tells me that your biggest strength lies in your love for the people closest to you, and that is where you should focus your energy.

hello. you are my very first reading ever, and i pulled the card Seven of Rods for you. here is what the book has to say about your card:

“A young man successfully wards off an attack with only a flowering rod. This is the card of the underdog. Despite overwhelming odds, victory is assured. Now is the time to take advantage of the situation. Carpe diem!”

this tells me that 2018 is the year for you to take chances in fields where you have thought you wouldn’t do good enough. take some chances, and believe in yourself, even if your odds seem bad. 

The Sun:Describe a childhood memory.

Does it have to be a pleasant one? Fine. Childhood memory... uh, oh. As a kid one of my favorite things to do was antagonize these- uh- elentaurs. They had a single antler, hard scaled armour along their backs, horribly sharp hooves, and were a pain in the tail. I've broken more teeth on those scales than I care to count. 

Anyway, so there's this one elen, and he was about the same height as me, a little older and an ass. I only bothered them because well, if something is that well-protected it must be tasty under that armour. Yes the reasoning was flawed but, I kept at it.  So yes, this one elentaur.  I'd keep trying to reach a vulnerable spot (and failing) and it eventually sort of... turned into a mutual maybe-friends thing. With the desire to harm each other.

Now this was about the time humans began to pour out of that portal and settle in our world. I'm not going to re-hash that story since everyone knows it already. So, humans get here and they'd brought these things that kind of looked like elentaurs, Moors, and Ligniquois but with only one toe on each foot. Apparently, someone had thought to change them to resemble a creature from the human's myths.

One day, as I was harassing my poor maybe-friend, Huerin, he stops close to one of the enclosures of these altered things and tells me that those things in the pen with their shiny fur and pointed horns were elentaurs too. I took one look at them with their unprotected bodies, long-faces, that damn horn, and decided that they would be less trouble than my friend.

I slunk close to the pen that night and lifted the latch, gods my sire would have been amused at that, and pulled one out of the pen squealing and thrashing. I didn't have the technique for crushing a throat perfected and suddenly, there were these things (I now know they are called bullets) flying at me. I was stupidly stubborn, it was mine now why were they putting up such a fuss? I eventually had to retreat, bullets stinging my backside, into the woods as Huerin laughed his head-off. 

Stupid thing. It's not exactly pleasant but it is a nice-ish memory. I learned a good deal that day, that those things (horses and their changed cousins, unecorns) were delicious and to never trust anything that comes from an elentaur's mouth. 

The Moon:Describe a dream (or nightmare) you’ve had recently.

My nightmares (I rarely dream peacefully) when they happen are rooted in reality. The ones that plague me now are... when I arrive too late, too helpless, too entangled to protect those I care for.