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"Guess I died. And I’m so sorry."Goodbye’s too sad, and way too lonelyOh god, no, don’t you say that you’re leaving.

       [ there had once been a hint of purity in those eyes. but as the weight of the mark everyone left on her piled upon light shoulders, it soon arrised to the point where she needed to sacrifice some of themself to lessen it. and, as it seems, they had sacrificed the light in their eyes rather than the mountains that piled on their back, to remove some of that heavy weight. ]

            [ if not for him, his friend would still be alive now. plenty of ‘ what ifs ‘ have crossed his mind. if he could sacrifice the life he has spent [ wasting ] in exchange for her life to be recovered, he would. she would spend the years much. more carefully than he has. he was the cause of so  much destruction. if she could see him now, see what he has become, would she accept his sacrifice? ]

"There was never anything to apologize for.”

         [ words hummed from his lips, tainted with sincerity. lulling the lament of a man who has been wanting to tell this to her for his definition of an eternity. albeit, whilst being gifted the opportunity, he was never once offered the satisfaction of any weight subsequently fading from his shoulders, no relief from guilt that he had craved, and no bliss in form of repentance. instead, the heaviness was forced to pile up further.]