#mello!headcanons

There are a lot of things he doesn't like. Mostly Deidara Something that really ticks him off though are people who think they're better than him. He's always had an inferiority complex thanks to Near, but it shifted to people other than the creepy albino kid.

Mello isn't a huge drinker but becomes more sociable when he does drink. It's easier for him to get over himself, so in turn it's easier for him to talk to people. It still takes a bit to actually get him to start talking to strangers, but with those he already knows he's suddenly more talkative. He's also more emotional, and depending on who he's with he'll start gushing, or talking shit.

Mello doesn't snap at that person as often because that he did something wrong to them weighs heavy on his conscious. He feels like he has to, since he doesn't exactly know how to apologize or anything, he thinks that's good enough.

I honestly don't think Mello would do anything to try to attract somebody. Maybe, though, just be nice to them? Smile and not be a total dick.

Mello doesn't really do anything to right his wrongs. I mean, if he knows that he fucked up, he feels really bad about it, but he doesn't exactly know how to apologize or anything. I think he'd just be nicer than normal to that person.

Hmmm... yeah, I think so. He doesn't really form real connections with other human beings, so if he found somebody that he did take interest in, and that interest went beyond being useful to him, Mello would be faithful as hell to them.

He sighed and shrugged, palms facing up. "I dunno. I was bathing in chocolate."

He's accepted it as natural part of life. He doesn't shut down or anything like that; he keeps moving forward. L's death hit him because it came out of the blue, and at the time, Mello thought very highly of him. Matt's death, he kind of saw coming, and that one hurt him a lot more.