#meisol

tags. found family, anxiety, grief

🜼 solani is the calmest and quietest in the group... unless she's alone with megan (and even more so when lara joins; their trio together is a guaranteed disaster on livestreams)

🜼 like all the girls, megan really pushes lani out of her comfort zone, especially when it comes to public appearances.

🜼 megan also struggles with anxiety, and has always been very open about it and an advocate for mental health. solani, on the other hand, was never really an anxious child. she developed her anxiety after she moved away and her mom got sick, and it spiraled pretty fast until suddenly she was having severe panic attacks at least once or twice a week. it scared the shit of solani; the first time it happened she genuinely thought she was having a heart attack. megan was a huge help when it came to helping solani identify the triggers, and even more so when she coached solani into actually being willing to admit/confront what was going on (lani’s pride is her greatest weakness)

🜼 megan helped solani become more comfortable and willing when it came to asking for help, and taught her all her tricks for managing anxiety/panic attacks and stressors/triggers. this really brought them closer to one another, especially during their initial debut.

🜼 megan makes lani laugh the most—she once made solani laugh so hard she peed an hour before they needed to be at an interview and she had to switch her entire outfit; it only made her laugh harder and yoonchae had to sit between them in the van.