#meeshee

cuz why do one Plesiosaur when I can do two

...for being very gentle and sweet and understanding even about the most sensitive subjects and loving me when life happens and laughing with me and being like the best person I've ever met tbh

All-in-all I think I need to play way more Just Dance to burn off all these calories.

********************************************* Just respecting the past. Letting it stay on my multiply. Pumpkin and Chubs Nov. 26, 2003 - April 24, 2007 Hehe. Yun lang.

im gonna miss you so bad...

asked myself what I want in my life.... first of all, I want to master the musical instruments I'm interested in. Then, read a lot of good books, have fun, be stable, and surprise surprise, a family. Kahit 2 lang kami. Siya at ako.. then eventually... bahala na. That's what I want. Happy with myself, stable life, with someone to love. Make her happy. The works. But this someone is not just someone you pick up on a cheery day or a lonely night and say "baby, lets hang, for the rest of our lives." the someone is, should be very special, treasured, taken care of, the ideal thing. And when you finally thought you've found the one they go...so so cliche...I KNOW its gonna be hard to replace that special dear..I KNOW EXACTLY how it feels. I hope I can deal with my feelings better this time. LOVE hasn't changed. I know SHE KNOWS how much I LOVE HER. And I guess what's really inside my heart is HER. MY LITTLE PUMPKIN DEAR..That's real happiness for me. Such a shmuck for not showing it to her when she needed it. But sometimes its not up to us... We can't control everything in our lives talaga..Because its not just about what we want, its about what they want too, and what their lives are leading them to be....So... *sigh* I so miss you. I hope I can talk to you soon. GODBLESS sa life..sa board exam.. Take care of yourself, the way I did to you (when I'm not in my bipolar mode)

To love To fight To love and to fight I'm so tired To hate To fake To lie To cheat To hurt To go To think To stay To forget To reminisce To cherish To burn The memories The past The love The tears The joy The peace Nothing Leave nothing behind The fights The aches The shame The people The pressure The laughter The happiness The passion The sweetness The love The calm The arms The warmth Everything Gone Cause you and I We just became Weary ______________________________________________________________________________

This song is amazing. Subtle on the drama. This song is talking about a lover being realistic with his ex, saying that their relationship has come to an end and being pragmatic about it. But the emotion is there, though the singer is suggesting on his lyrics that he's over wanting the other person back. The raw emotion will surface at the bridge part of the song, which is actually an instrumental because, I guess, no words could describe what he is feeling. Sweet, sad, Giving up-Letting go cause its TIME song. It will tug your heartstrings. Can We Still Be Friends We cant play this game anymore But can we still be friends Things just cant go on like before But can we still be friends We had something to learn Now its time for the wheel to turn Grains of sand, one by one Before you know it, all gone Lets admit we made a mistake But can we still be friends Heartbreaks never easy to take But can we still be friends Its a strange, sad affair Sometimes seems like we just dont care Dont waste time feeling hurt Weve been through hell together Can we still get together sometime You know life will still go on and on and on We awoke from our dream Things are not always what they seem Memories linger on Its like a sweet, sad old song