Feb 7, 2017
how can i win your heart?
[Honesty Hour: Accepting!]
“I love a lady who knows how to work a good pun. Whoo! Sexy! Take me now! ”
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how can i win your heart?
[Honesty Hour: Accepting!]
“I love a lady who knows how to work a good pun. Whoo! Sexy! Take me now! ”
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how far would you go to achieve your dreams?
HONESTY HOUR: ACCEPTING!
“My grandmother always says: suck it up, buttercup. If you wanna follow your dreams, you have to make sacrifices and do things you don’t like. I would do anything!” he says. “Except murder, probably.”
Is there any particular rookie or trainee muse you consider a rival?
“Isn’t a rivalry a mutual thing? Where someone is always trying to be better than the other?” he says. “I’m envious of loads of people, but I doubt there’s anything that they envy in me. Everyone I know are singing and dancing machines! Or they’re bloggers, vloggers, gamers, models, trainees, chaebol heirs, actual geniuses. What do I have? Bed bugs and bad teeth.”’
“Just between you and me, I’m starting to think I’m stupid for wanting to be a performer in the first place. I’m not even sure how this whole dream started anymore. I needed an escape from reality, so what’s better than dreaming of crowds of people shouting they love you? It’s the ultimate sign that you’ve made it, you know? Maybe I never really wanted to be a performer. Maybe I just liked the fantasy. It’s a nice fantasy.”
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favorite free time activities?
HONESTY HOUR: ACCEPTING!
“Mastur…uh, mastering card tricks and sleight of hand!”Lord, he really needed to learn how to think before speaking.
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You don't want to be seen as 'inspiration porn for perfectly healthy people to feel good when they donate to charity' or a 'sob story for television views', but how do you reconcile that with the fact that, if you do succeed as a singer, you'll very likely be used as just that? If you even make it into a company and through the notoriously rigorous and physically draining training process, do you really expect the industry to ignore your past entirely when they could easily cash in on it?
HONESTY HOUR: ACCEPTING!
“If someone gave me the choice of becoming an idol or preventing the accident, I definitely would stop myself from having gotten hurt. There are some things worth more than a dream -- as much as I hate saying it, you know?” he says. “My chances are slim, but they’re non-existent if I don’t at least try. This is going to sound hypocritical, but sometimes I wonder if having been injured is my only chance of getting accepted in the first place.”
He looks down at his cellphone, which blinks from low battery and dozens of texts from a worried parent wanting to know where he is.
“There’s always going to be people who either blame me or see me as a victim. It’s unavoidable, but am I naive thinking I can change their minds? If the industry won’t ignore it, then I hope the public will eventually see me for who I am,” he says. “I think there’ll be a point where people can see through the company's attempts to cash on it. The public’s opinion is more important once I’m out there performing and stuff. I like the challenge of proving people wrong, anyway.”
good to know you don't endorse cigarettes... but sunggyu! what about a "sponsor" as in, a wealthy person who wants to pay your company for the privilege of sleeping with you? what then?
“This is highly unrealistic; out of everyone in the company, they pick me and my flat ass?” he asks. “I wouldn’t have much of a choice if they were really fixated on me, although I can’t imagine why. I hope they’ll let me get drunk enough that I won’t remember anything. I don’t think I could look anybody in the eye for a long, long time if I remember it all.”
What will you do if you never fully recover from your injury and will always require treatment for the rest of your life?
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“That’s the funny thing: a thirty second dumb decision is going to follow me for the rest of my life,” he says. “We’re waiting another week until they’ll phase me off crutches, then weeks with the braces to build up my strength, and then they come off to see how well I walk without them. The doctors will know then if I’d need assistance – you know, a cane or something. I don’t even want to think about all the physical therapy that I’ll still have to do for months afterwards. What sucks is that it's usually the first thing people notice about me. It's annoying being told that you're inspirational too, like I'm some feel good quote for your Facebook feed.”
Sunggyu feels a burn constricting everything from his throat to his chest, but his eyes stay dry. He’s good at holding back emotions. He’s not so good at holding back determination.
“I just need to know if I can walk.”
He looks down at legs held together with metal inside and out.
“If I can walk, then I can run. If I can run, then I can jump. I’ll keep jumping until I reach the star with my dream written on it.”