Miss you so much mom. You'll be gone a year next month and every second you've been gone I've lost the ability to catch my breath.

I can't sleep at night. I close my eyes I see you dying and there's nothing I can do.

I couldn't grab the phone faster

I couldnt call for Dad faster

I couldn't pace faster

I couldn't cry

I couldn't follow the ambulance.

I'll lay you on your back

Do

You

Just

Like

Thaaat