#maybetomorrowwillbebetter

I don't know how many of my followers are actually interested in my life (I only have like seventeen so it's probably like three), but I thought I would share some things that happened this week and what I've learned from them.

First of all, crazy drama in boy town, so much so that I won't even try to mention it. It has to do with my ex, and honestly I'm not going to even give him the satisfaction of seeing his name (or the "good things" happening to him) on here. But basically I'm angry/upset/sad and he's happy and I have to see him be happy with certain people and that makes me more upset/angry/sad. Lesson learned: don't try to be friends with your ex right after you break up. Get the F*CK away for a while or else things will all just go to hell. Also, don't live in the same dorm as him.

Secondly, I had two midterms this week, one of which I know I did badly on and the other I did alright on. Either way, I've been super busy and have somewhat fallen behind in other classes. Lesson learned: I'm going to the library every day when I have work other than drawing to do, because I get a lot more done there, and it's quiet.

Thirdly, because of stress, anger, and just generally being busy, I haven't had an appetite or slept much. I basically ate one small meal a day for the past week, and drank Coke for the rest of the time to keep my awake. My body doesn't want to sleep and neither does my mind. Lesson learned:....there's not really a lesson that I learned from this, I just have to fix this...

Finally, I got a ticket on Saturday morning because I forgot to move my car from the lot where people tailgate for games. I was so pissed, tired, and I had to go move my car and walk back like ten minutes before I could get any lunch. Lesson learned: Transportation Services are a bunch of bitches. But yeah, I need to pay more attention to where I park.

Generally, I'm glad this week is over. I've spent the entire day in the library getting homework done, and surprisingly I might be done my work BEFORE midnight tonight. Which is weird. But I'm getting past this week with optimism. There's a lot of things that I need to change about my habits and I think this week could be the time. Today has gone well, which means this week will probably not suck (at least as much as last week did). I guess I'll just have to wait and see.