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im just ugh, wtf did i do-
had a (now ex-) mutual start posting ship hate and making it a morality argument to ship them, and their mutual tried to make it a "what if you were in this characters shoes? would you love your abuser?" as if 1. i'm not a survivor of abuse 2. they arent a hypocrite for loving the yuri ship in the same fandom that's just as abusive in canon context.
i dont understand why this person took me starting out as civil discussion about why i think the ship isn't as abusive as they kept making it out to be, but turned it into a morality thing just for liking the pair... and even using real life abuse to justify attacks on shippers. it was annoying.
and then an artist i liked blocked me, no idea why. then bsky kinda gave me the hint they unblocked me then reblocked me like 12 hours later??? i'm just confused because it seemed unrelated to the previous thing but still made me sad.
it lowkey stresses me out having mutuals here because I dont know if you'd actually like me if you knew my yume or ship preferences, because i genuinely follow people i find interesting even if i think they wouldnt like me in return.
i keep my tumblr low profile just because i have trauma with this site, and this is my break from bsky. I've been a lurker on this acc well over a year and its hard getting reacclimated with the idea of existing in a fandom space here.
I'm weird ig and just hate that social media friendship is just transactional, so i end up following people i'd be on their DNI otherwise just bc i think theyre cool even if we dont agree on stuff.
therapy has been... at a crossroads lately. ill say that. please dont hate me, im just trying to navigate how to be myself and be likeable to others who share my interests. it just feels like two things that don't mix.
Heads up, rambling here
imma put a read more or whatever it is called under here because this does have a mild trigger warning of basically ED/bad self care mentions
waiting at the bus stop.
listening to music, down comes rain and thunder - i like to pretend that it would help silence my thoughts.
wishful thinking only goes so far, however.
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idk
it's 1 am and I'm trying to write essay abt the war in german bc some person made me so angry that i have to prepare lecture for them for the next time
i was often ask abt my opinion on the war and why shouldn't hate russians....the level of empathy is just💀
bro, if only your home was ruined, so you knew this feeling.
Aaaanyways, quoting myself:
"If you worry about russians that much then our hate doesn't affect them in any way, but we were affected by their hate already."
Sometimes I forget that there is a whole breed of people who have spray-tans and go to parties and have boyfriends and live mc-mansions and I have never been to a party or had a boyfriend and I feel awkward about that.
