#maxhelders

placing the bag filled to the brim with white cardboard takeaway boxes upon the kitchen’s countertop, luciano’s eyes glanced over to the mop of brown hair peeping over the back of the couch. an amused smile growing on his lips as he tugged out one of the many pasta boxes, “ good to see that you’re still somewhat alive after friday. ” words were spoken as he absentmindedly grabbed a fork from a draw and weaved his way towards the couch. box held out as his brows raised slightly in question, “ would have thought you’d still be in la, passed out in some hotel room after a full on weekend—not here, sitting in your apartment— never would have thought you’d just played a set at coachella for the first time if i hadn’t known. —————or was one night enough of celebrating, and you are in fact, dead and this is some bloody ghost shit. ”

THE ARCTIC MONKEY HIMSELF 🚫⛔

it was idiotic. all of it. the fact she was even contemplating the idea, the fact she’d lost track of how long she’d been starring at the little mobile icon underneath his name on her phone’s screen and the fact that she’d nearly tapped it 1 times too many. she had no reason to call, not really. she knew that. she knew it didn’t matter how much she wanted to hear his voice on the other end of the phone telling her everything. she’d seen enough on the live stream to get a bit of an inkling into what it may have been like for him, but it wasn’t the same. nothing was the same. a groan left her lips as the edge of her phone inched forwards to rest against her forehead, “ come on. ” a silence fell over her room for a long while before she finally sat up abruptly, fingers brushing loose hair roughly out of her face as a huffed breath escaped her lips. everything within her was telling her no, she’ll regret it—for the exact opposite reason one may regret something usually. but she knew, she knew no matter what, she’d always have some regret within her. “ grow up. just do it. ” and before she could stop herself any longer, her finger tapped against her screen. no going back now. 

Send “✉” for a text that WASN’T SENT. 

[ 📱jess to maximilien 💔 ] i made a mistake, i’m sorry, i’ll explain everything - please don’t give up on me

Send “✿” for a SUGGESTIVE text. 

[ 📱jess to maximilien 💕] i bought a lil something today & the fact it has to wait months to be seen?[ 📱jess to maximilien 💕] it’s a real pity you’re half way across the world 😔

Send “✘” for a HATEFUL text.

[ 📱jess to max ] and you wondered how i could ever believe you’d end up hurting me[ 📱jess to max ] well max, you don’t have to wonder any more[ 📱jess to max ] because you’ve done exactly that[ 📱jess to max ] thank you for proving to both of us that you’re exactly like everyone else

Send “♀” for a HEARTBREAKING text. 

Send “✆” for a MORNING text.

{ text sterling -> max 😍 “deserves a bigger heart eye emoji” } - it was really weird rolling over and you not being there { text sterling -> max 😍 “deserves a bigger heart eye emoji” } -> I mean good morning, come back soon pls

Send “✿” for a SUGGESTIVE text.

{ text sterling -> max 😍 “deserves a bigger heart eye emoji” } -> so there’s this really cool place in bushwick they don’t lock up at night… { text sterling -> max 😍 “deserves a bigger heart eye emoji” } - and there’s never any security… { text sterling -> max 😍 “deserves a bigger heart eye emoji” } - I thought maybe we could go have some fun…

Send “&” for a LOVING text.

{ text sterling -> max 😍 “deserves a bigger heart eye emoji” } - I know it’s late but I just wanted to remind you how special you are. { text sterling -> max 😍 “deserves a bigger heart eye emoji” } - the world would truly be dimmer without you in it, my world at least. you are both a star and a sun. { text sterling -> max 😍 “deserves a bigger heart eye emoji” } -> ps. I hid a note for you somewhere in your apartment, have fun finding it, promise it’ll be worth it.

Send “$” for an ACCIDENTAL text.

Send “✆” for a MORNING text. 

[ 📱luci to max “needs help” helders ]  rise and shine my man time to face the day[ 📱luci to max “needs help” helders ]  if you don’t get your ass out of bed i’ll get you out of it myself

Send “⁇” for a DRUNK text.

[ 📱luci to max “needs help” helders ] im not sying id date u man[ 📱luci to max “needs help” helders ] bt id date u if u were taller[ 📱luci to max “needs help” helders ] ❤️❤️❤️

Send “&” for a LOVING text.

[ 📱luci to max “needs help” helders ] i might throw off at you sometimes[ 📱luci to max “needs help” helders ] but i hope you know i’d do anything for you, truly

Send “$” for an ACCIDENTAL text.