#mattyice

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It started with making out soft but definitely passionate. Then it got more rough with everything. More needy which is my favorite things. Hands were everywhere and mouths were on thighs and stomachs and chests and necks. Eventually he ended up striping my clothing off and I took his off as well (he kept his underwear on though). I was naked and his fingers were in me exploring and his eyes had a hungry but loving look. He asked me who’s I was and I told him I was his, he asked me if I was a good girl and called me his baby girl. I melted. He is everything I hoped for. Once naked we started playing chicken. I climbed onto and put myself right over him and started to grind and he told me to slow down and I laughed. He then turned me on my side so we could spoon and he put it right near my entrance and I told him to not move because I didn’t want it going in. Then he put me on my back and I gave him a hand job and he finished on my chest. It was spicy and neither of us won chicken we both lost once the moment was over because we knew we didn’t want that but just got caught up in the moment.

Well he’s been weird recently and distant and now he’s going to Shenandoah and told Christian before me. I feel it in my heart and I know it’s coming. The breakup count down has begun. But that’s okay because I know God has someone else in store for me if so. I offered him time and space while he goes on his trip and he said yes which was a first but okay we will roll with it and take this time to reflect as well.

Matt got off work early today and took me on a surprise date to longwood gardens. It was so so nice. We got there early and walked around and he showed me this spot by the fountains that is a secret passage and then we walked the rest of the gardens and it was truly amazing. His grandma from Florida got us in for free and we met up with her for lunch there and talked then went on our way. At like 9 at night we were still there and they had a fountain show and we got all cozied up on a bench and then his grandma walked over. It was funny timing. After the fountain show I pulled him into that secret spot he showed me so we could have a cute kiss because why not. It was amazing to have a date night again.

Matt came over after work and we went to the market and then just walked around my town. We went and got dinner too and then came back to my house talked in the car and then decided to walk around some more. So when we were in the car making out and got out rich turned out to be on the front porch playing his phone games and smoking a cigar. It was so freaking awkward. Ugh.

Today was Oscars bday bbq and Matt and I hung out beforehand then went to shoprite (the one Shane worked at) and we were trying to get a cake and he wouldn’t make a decision and then I ended up having to lift all the cakes by myself and it was annoying. On top of that when we were walking around the woods thatre paved by my house he brought up that he wants to live in the middle of nowhere. And then I was like wait wtf we talked about that and how I can’t really do that because it freaks me out. I’m not sure it’s been weird recently.

We went to the Phillies game and I drove in and he bought the food. It was really nice to hang out and have a night of doing stuff together again just us.

Matt and I got into a fight over groundhogs it was stupid as hell. Then we went to ants bday party and then to the outlets and honestly it was just a crappy day again.