The Master of Disguise Triggering Content Ahead: ⚠️ This photograph embodies how I'm feeling - some of it. There is no pixel, no glyph, no note that can express the grief, the rage, and the horror. I'm waging a war against my own body and the time I have left. And I'm fighting the endless bastards who try to grind me down. The cruelty is endless. I'm astonished at the new levels of ableism I've now been introduced to. I've never been in a safe place in my life to feel, express, and reveal my rage. I was taught to suppress my anger. Anger was dangerous. Anger would trigger severe abuse from both of my parents. For 36 years I've kept it inside me. I've been kind, patient, and I've smiled through it all - because I had to - to survive. Well I'm done. 🤬 #masterofdisguise #ableism #autistic #SuperheroDay #chronicillness #theartofdying #surgery #chemotherapy #War #DisabilityAwareness #sicknotugly #sickandtiredofbeingsickandtired #wonderwomancosplay #fiercewomen #eagleeye #trigeminalneuralgia #hidradenitissuppurativa #realitysucks #crohnsdisease #rheumatoidarthritis #chronicillnesslife #badasswomen #strongaf #tiredofthebullshit #braintumor #lifeiswar #vet #girlsinglasses #madscientist #insanity www.hannahcrazyhawk.com (at Eugene, Oregon) https://www.instagram.com/p/CRk1CRFln-u/?utm_medium=tumblr