Midnight Emotions ~ 12:32 am
Sometimes you make me feel like I’m not good enough...
                                 no matter how hard I try...
Sometimes you make me feel like I’m trying for nothing...
                                 even though I put my all in...    Â
Sometimes you make me want to run far away...
                                and never look back...
Sometimes you make me feel like my best isn’t enough...
                                for our son or you...
Sometimes you make me feel like such complete shit.....
                                cuz you know what buttons to press...
Sometimes you make me cry so hard, as my heart aches....
                                and that you don’t even care...
Sometimes you make me wish I was never here...
                                 and that I had been successful with                                     taking my own life...
And then...
         other times you make me feel so loved...
Like I’m the best.
Like I’m the most beautiful woman ever.
Like I, alone, am enough for you.
Like I mean everything to you.
Like I am the other half that completes you.
                                 And it makes me feel so good.
                                 Inside and out.
         I just wish.....
                         that you loved me just as much as I love you.
A.G.
