just a little taste* (2)
warnings: smut, oral, angst, mentions of cheating
pairing: masseuse harry x reader
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harryās breath is caught in his throat as he registers whatās going on, blinking a couple times to make sure this is real life. after a few moments of baited silence, heās come to the conclusion that this is, in fact, not a dream. ādarling, wha-,ā he clears his throat, the words coming out a bit shaky. āwhat are yādoing?ā he finally forces out.
her tongue swipes out to wet her bottom lip before sheās pulling away as if sheās been burnt. āoh! ām sorry, i shouldnāt have assumed. i just thought iād return the favor since you were just so good to me,ā she rambles, going to step away, albeit mortified, but sheās stopped dead in her tracks when she feels two hands cradle her face gingerly before his lips are pressed to hers once more.
he presses his body as close to hers as he possibly can, his tongue now fighting to explore her mouth. heās a bit confused, though, when she places her hands on his chest to push him away a bit. āno,ā she states with a firm shake of her head, causing him to furrow his eyebrows in confusion. āif you want it, youāre going to have to tell me you want it, iād rather have your spoken consent,ā she explains, and heās practically melting in relief that he hasnāt fucked up what heās sure is the best thing to ever happen to him.
she has a small smile on her face when he nods eagerly, his chest heaving just a bit. āyeah, y-yes. iād love for you to return the favor, darling. just the sweetest little thing,ā he rushes, a dimpled grin on his face as well.
now that she has full consent, though, sheās going to go all in. she steps away from him, just a hair, to drop herself onto her knees, the plush carpet beneath her giving her some comfort. her mouth is nearly watering as she reaches up to free his hard cock from where it resides, and she has to stop her jaw from dropping when heās fully out and in front of her.
heās so pretty, so long and thick and wet. heās literally leaking for her, his cock twitching in front of her as he watches her eye him up. he reaches up with his right hand and runs his thumb over her bottom lip to grab her attention. āās it pretty, darling?ā he teases, causing her to let out a whine and nod enthusiastically. āyāso sweet, baby, but ām gonna explode in a bit if yājust keep staring,ā he chuckles. ādo yāwanna maybe put it in yāmou- fuck, angel,ā heās cut off with a moan as she reaches up to grasp him and place her mouth on him all in one go, her tongue licking all around the width of him as she goes deeper.
once his cock is lubricated enough with her spit, she begins to bob her head to give him some more pleasure, a shocked moan of pleasure leaving his lips when she takes him so deep that her nose grazes the bottom of his tummy. āangel, fuck, i- yādoing so well,ā heās gasping as he reaches for her head but pulls away as he doesnāt know if sheās okay with that.
she notices his struggle and pulls away for just a moment, still stroking him quickly as she does. āsāokay, you can touch my head. i donāt mind it,ā she ensures, not even sparing another glance as she goes right back to work on his cock, needing to taste more than just his precum on her tongue.
and harry just swears to himself that heās landed an angel, she was such a sweet, innocent thing when heād first entered, but now he knows who she really is, what she really needs. she needs someone to make her feel good, to put her in her place, to make it hurt. she needs some reprieve from her everyday life. and thatās what heās going to give her.
he canāt give it much more thought, though, when he sees her reach up, and before he can register whatās going on, sheās got his balls in her hand, playing with them as she still uses her mouth and other hand diligently. the overwhelming feeling cause a choked gasp to leave his lips, his hips involuntarily bucking forward and hitting the back of her throat.
she gags just a bit and so he starts to pull away but she just follows him, managing to get even sloppier. the sounds that are coming from them are so vulgar, so lewd that harry has to grip onto the cart behind him to keep himself upright. how heās reduced her to a filthy, slutty mess the neither of them know, but they also donāt want it to end.
harry feels his cock start to twitch and his balls start to draw up almost painfully as his orgasm approaches out of nowhere trying to give her a warning but he canāt even form a single coherent thought. āangel, angel, fuck, please. please, iām-,ā she swallows around him then, cutting his sentence short as he plummets into bliss, his thighs quaking and a noise that resembles a guttural groan falling from his mouth.
shortly after, yn feels the warmth of his cum coating the back of her throat with short spurts, and she swallows every drop eagerly. she hasnāt stopped the movements of her hands or her mouth, and she doesnāt until she feels harry pull away from her with a whine of overstimulation. resting her weight down on her heels, she looks up at him with the most innocent smile as if she didnāt just drain him for everything he had.
the smile he returns is lazy but genuine, exhaustion quickly seeping into his bones as he attempts to catch his breath. when he finally feels like he can move without falling to the floor, he takes one last breath before helping yn up, pressing his lips to hers once again. they have a silent conversation as she steps away, grabbing her clothes. he fixes is own and helps her put hers on to the best of his ability, his moments a bit sluggish.
they share a couple more quick kisses that threaten to turn into something more again, but they stop them just before they go that far, knowing theyāll end up passed out on the floor or the massage table, and thatās not a great look for anyone that comes in. she gathers all of her belongings before asking him if he needed any help, to which he declined of course, but he had one last request.
āsame time next week?ā he questions, dimpled grin on full display as he rubs a warm hand along her hip.
āsame time next week,ā she reiterates. they quickly exchange numbers and when theyāre done she leans up to press one last kiss to his lips before sheās heading out and closing the door behind her, walking toward the entrance. when she passes the front desk with a wave, though, she doesnāt miss the way jessicaās eyes donāt quite find hers, and how her ears are bright red, an indication that sheād definitely heard what just went down.
yn gets in her car without another glance to the building, a new feeling of relaxation and confidence radiating throughout her as she drives home. the ride home is quick and peaceful, and she stops to get her favorite sushi on the way. she hops onto her couch and turns on a random movie when she arrives, digging into her sushi.
as soon as she pops the first piece in her mouth, though, her phone that had been sitting on the coffee table in front of her lights up along with the sound of her ring tone, an indicator that sheās received a call. reaching forward, she canāt stop the smile that quickly forms on her face as she realizes itās harry making sure sheās made it home safely.
after answering and ensuring him that sheās safe and comfy as she watches a movie with her sushi, the two somehow find themselves in a conversation about their favorite things to eat. he tells her that he knows a great place for pad thai and that piques her interest, never having tried that before.
he clears his throat on the other line. āwell, how about after our session next friday, we can pop by there so you can try it out?ā he questions, his heart nearly in his throat as he awaits her response.
āiād love to,ā he can hear the smile in her voice. āitās a date, then,ā she chuckles, testing the waters.
āitās a date,ā he whispers on the other end. they fall into a comfortable silence for a moment, just listening to the otherās breaths until she starts laughing. heās laughing along too, despite the fact that he doesnāt even know whatās going through her head. her laugh is just so contagious. āwhatās so funny?ā he questions, his smile bright on the other end.
āitās just,ā she starts, stopping to laugh a bit more. āitās just that an hour ago i was on my knees in front of you with your cock in my mouth and now youāre asking me on a date. ās just a bit backwards, is all,ā she teases, and he laughs along with her once more.
āyouāre so right, it is. but now weāre all in, no going back now, hm?ā she agrees and they fall into silence again before they decide to end the call, promising to see each other next week.
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so then it becomes a weekly thing after that. every friday after yn gets off work, she heads straight to the parlor for a massage and her happy ending, the two stopping by a restaurant when they leave, talking about everything under the sun. every single friday night ends in a sweet kiss as they part ways, the both of their hearts warm and full as they head to their homes. theyāve got a nice little routine going, and itās fun and itās easy, until itās not.
the next week when yn comes in for her session, the door is closed. a frown forms on her face when she realizes, and she has to check her watch to make sure she hasnāt gotten the wrong time. she hasnāt, and so sheās even more confused as she heads back to the waiting area once more.
stopping at the front desk, she leans her upper body against it as she waits for jessica to finish speaking to a client. they've gotten fairly close over the past few weeks, so she trusts that she'll tell her what's going on. she looks over to her with a smile as soon as she's finished speaking, a bit confused since she's usually in the back by now.
"hey, jess, do you know where harry is? i just went in the back and the door was closed, didn't seem like he was in there," she explains, watching as the furrow in her friend's eyebrow only deepens.
"he should be in there, have you tried knocking yet? i haven't seen him come back out," she responds. yn has an odd sinking feeling in her stomach but she brushes it off, thinking that maybe heās just lost track of time or something. turning on her heel, she goes back to the door and knocks firmly.
thereās no answer on the other side, but she knows heās in there because the light is on. now sheās worried somethingās happened to him, so she hurriedly turns the knob and opens the door. her eyes trail around the room until they land on harry. who isā¦perfectly fine.
sheās even more confused now, but then a small smile forms on her face when, upon fully taking him in, she sees that he has his airpods in, his back to her as he prepares the oils. he just couldnāt hear her. so she steps further into the room to tap him for his attention when he speaks up.
āno, allison. i wonāt be home for dinner tonight,ā a frown forms on her face as thereās a beat of silence.
who could he be talking to? as far as she knew, he lived alone. her questions are answered pretty quickly when he speaks up again. āitās the same conversation every night!,ā he exclaims, sounding exasperated. āi will not be home for dinner, and i expect the mess you made in our bed last night to be cleaned,ā he sighs.
our bed? a lump forms in her throat. who is allison, and what sort of mess did she make in their bed? ynās heart is full on thumping inside her chest as all of the possible scenarios play out for her. sheād begun to subconsciously step backward as her mind reels, stabilizing herself at the doorway when she makes it back there.
āallison, please. and for the love of god, could you please stop calling me when iām at work? iāll call you when iām on the way home,ā another beat of silence as the woman on the other end gets louder. āso now youāre monitoring my purchases? what i do in my free time doesnāt involve you, it doesnāt matter if youāre an account holder, stop trying to keep me on a leash,ā he practically spits, and thatās all it takes for yn to take that final step out the door and close the door behind her, the slam startling harry even with his noise cancelling headphones.
the dull thud causes harry to jump, taking out one of his headphones as he takes a look at the time. his heart drops as he realizes yn wouldāve been here at this time, and he has a strong feeling that the noise he heard was the sound of her leaving.
āno, no, no, fuck,ā he spits, hanging up the phone and tossing it carelessly to the side as he hops up from the chair. he makes a run for the door, but heās met with an empty hallway, and so he hurries to the front. the lobby is completely empty save for jessica, who looks at him with a confused expression, wondering why yn left so abruptly. she doesnāt dare ask, though, because the way harry is bright red with a heaving chest is off putting enough.
she wouldnāt have had time to, either, because as soon as he notices that ynās car is gone from the parking lot he turns back to the hallway and goes into his room to retrieve his phone. his hands are shaking as he rushes to find her number, pressing the call button and putting the phone to his ear. straight to voicemail.
āfuck!ā he bellows, hanging up to try again. voicemail once again. he stands in the middle of the room for a moment as he contemplates what to do. he doesnāt know where she lives or works, he only has her number and this time on fridays. he can only hope that sheāll come back next week, but heās got a feeling that heās really fucked up this time.
harry calms himself down for a few minutes as he cleans up his station that heād prepped, gathering his belongings to head home for the night. he hurries past jessica without a word or a glance, hopping into his car and throwing his stuff in the backseat before peeling out of the lot.
itās no surprise when monday he comes in with red puffy eyes and a bottom lip bright red from all the biting heās done, but heās surprised that jess is scowling at him and ignoring him, passing him the schedule for the day without a word. so yn told her about what sheād heard.
the week drags on so slowly heās unsure heāll make it, and when friday finally rolls around again he has just an inkling of hope that sheāll show. even just to talk, maybe yell at him. but after he finishes the clients and her normal time approaches, he waits and waits until the parlor closes, thinking that maybe sheās just running late.
he heaves out a sigh as he closes up the parlor, hopping into the car and resting his head against the wheel. after a few minutes of thought, he decides itād be best to try and push her into the back of his mind, even though heās definitely run away the best thing thatās ever happened to him.
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one month later
āh, really? itās been a whole month and youāre still mooing around. itās not like you guys were even together or anything,ā mitch grumbles, fed up with his friendās dull behavior. āso get in the shower and get some clothes on. iāll be there in an hour or so, around 9ā¦..and shave too, please,ā he requests, hanging up the facetime call without waiting for a response.
harry just sighs in defeat as he realizes his best friend is entirely correct, but decides to wallow for a couple minutes more before he finally pushes himself off the couch and heads toward the bathroom.
heās honestly quite relieved that he feels just a tad better when he makes himself presentable again, but the cleaning up does not take away the pain entirely. he finds some clothes and puts them on just as his phone begins ringing once more, mitchās name appearing on the screen. he gives him a small smile when he answers. āah, there he is! i bet you feel a lot better,ā he teases, but itās all in good nature as heās really glad his best friend is making an effort. āi wonāt say i told you soā¦.ā is the last thing harry beers before the call ends once more.
grabbing some shoes, he puts them on and grabs his keys before he heads out to where mitch is waiting, a forced smile on his face as he hops in the passenger seat.
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walking into tap and slide, the most popular bar in upper manhattan, harry expects to feel something new. something, anything other than the dull ache thatās seemingly permanently nestled deep in his tummy. it seems as if the harder he tries to push yn from his mind, the more she appears. he takes a glance around the crowded bar and sighs deeply when he realizes that this scene will do nothing to help him.
his friends are already scattering to different parts of the building, seeing people they know or that theyāre attracted to. so heās left standing there near the entrance with a slump in his shoulders, and when he feels a body brush against him particularly hard, he forces his feet to move forward toward the bar. when itās his turn, he orders himself a whiskey sour and heads off to find a booth to reside in until his friends feel like leaving.
and so he nurses the whiskey for as long as he sits there, eyes flitting around the room for anything that catches his attention. heās sat there for about an hour, beginning to get too deep into his head when he sees her. he hadnāt looked toward the entrance the entire night, but for some reason he felt compelled to look that way at that exact moment.
when his eyes land on her, in the cutest black dress and small kitten heels that her perfect for a night out, his heart speeds up substantially. he nearly drops his half empty glass on the table, his hand shaky as he manages to set it down. his eyes donāt leave her frame as she moves deeper into the building, not until someone is tapping her shoulder and causing her to turn to them.
a frown forms on his lips when he realizes that itās jess with her, and that sheās pointing at him as she speaks to yn. a scowl is set on her face and she rolls her eyes every couple words as she very obviously warns yn of his presence. then yn is speaking, still not turning his way as she gets closer to jess. whatever she says causes jess to place a hand on her arm with a sympathetic frown, moving the two of them toward a booth on the other side.
jess double checks that yn is okay before moving to the bar to grab them some drinks to sip on for the night, and he knows itās so wrong, but harry takes that as a chance to make his move. sliding from the booth, harry pushes through the couple of bodies that block his path and makes his way to yn, who is now typing on her phone.
then he slides into the booth across from her, watching as she looks up with a smile thatās quickly replaced with a hardened look of anger, a face heās never seen before. he swallows quickly and his tongue darts out to wet his bottom lip before he speaks. āi know i donāt exactly deserve this for not being honest with you, but do you think i could just get a few minutes? iād really like to explain myself,ā he chooses his words carefully, not really giving away any details, which frustrates her.
sheās huffing out a sigh of annoyance and cuts her eyes to jess, who is fully immersed in a conversation with mitch before she looks back to the man in front of her. āwhatever. you have five minutes, and i expect the truth,ā she spits, leaning back against the back of the booth and crossing her arms against her chest.
she really shouldāve stayed home tonight.
"im married," he finally admits to her, watching the way her breath hitches before a scoff leaves her lips. āiām married, and i have been for the past five years.ā
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