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Shay shook her head, messy curls falling into her face forcing her to uncurl tight fists to push it away. “ I told you about Lily, you could have told me about him. ” Her voice was tight, heavy with hurt, but she turned and walked not giving her a chance to answer her because for now she didn’t want to hear any of it.

And, perhaps most specially, Andromeda felt as if she was meant for another life, somewhere else, where she could be herself and not what her parents deemed a woman should be.  ]

I like you // I love you // You’re one of my best friends // You’re like family // You are family // I dislike you // I hate you // I’d kill you if I got the chance // I’m scared of you // I would adopt you  // I’d date you // I’d sleep with you // I’d marry you // I’m worried about you // You confuse me // You’re annoying // I pity you // I respect you // I feel protective of you // I’d invite you with me to parties // I’d lend you my money // I’d borrow your money // You’re good-looking // I’m suspicious of you // I’m hiding something from you // You’re fun // You’re boring // You’re nice // You’re mean // You’re smart // You’re stupid // I look up to you // I think you’re a better person than me // I think I’m a better person than you // I want to apologize to you // I wish I’d never met you // I never want to forget you // I want to get to know you better

I like you  // I love you // You’re one of my best friends // You’re like family // You are family // I dislike you ( because you’re the president )  // I hate you // I’d kill you if I got the chance // I’m scared of you // I would adopt you // I’d date you // I’d sleep with you // I’d marry you // I’m worried about you // You confuse me // You’re annoying // I pity you // I respect you // I feel protective of you // I’d invite you with me to parties // I’d lend you my money // I’d borrow your money // You’re good-looking // I’m suspicious of you // I’m hiding something from you // You’re fun // You’re boring // You’re nice // You’re mean // You’re smart // You’re stupid // I look up to you // I think you’re a better person than me // I think I’m a better person than you // I want to apologize to you // I wish I’d never met you // I never want to forget you // I want to get to know you better

I like you // I love you // You’re one of my best friends // You’re like family // You are family// I dislike you // I hate you // I’d kill you if I got the chance // I’m scared of you // I would adopt you // I’d date you // I’d sleep with you // I’d marry you // I’m worried about you // You confuse me // You’re annoying // I pity you // I respect you // I feel protective of you // I’d invite you with me to parties // I’d lend you my money // I’d borrow your money // You’re good-looking // I’m suspicious of you // I’m hiding something from you // You’re fun // You’re boring // You’re nice // You’re mean // You’re smart // You’re stupid // I look up to you // I think you’re a better person than me // I think I’m a better person than you // I want to apologize to you // I wish I’d never met you // I never want to forget you // I want to get to know you better

A secret. Everyone had secrets -- small ones, big ones, embarrassing ones, dire ones. So, she had to have something locked way in her mind. She invites the nargles with little white pills and sips of potions -- she lets them create their fog for a while.Truly she just needs a break from the whirling thoughts dancing day in and day out. Her curiosity leads her into the labyrinth -- strange mazes, complicated arithmetic, puzzles for days -- but she exhausts her mind. This was how she escaped herself and who said freedom was a bad thing?