It was a cold rainy day. The mission was supposed to be a quick and easy mission but of course not so now after having to abandon the mission objective you're stuck with your captain in a cramped motel room in the middle of nowhere.

Steve kept as much distance as he could but after showers you both slipped into bed.

With the soft patter of rain and the exhaustion from the mission going sideways it doesn't take you long before you're half asleep and spooning him from behind you. 

You only come back to your senses because you can feel him shaking slightly.

“Steve?” your voice is soft with sleep and confusion 

“Y-yeah?” it comes out so quiet you almost miss it you can't miss the hitch in his breath though.

“What's wrong? Is it because I'm cuddling you? I can move, I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable.” as soon as you go to pull back he grabs your arm and holds you there

“Dont stop please…. I'm just… It's overwhelming but in a good way it's nice to be held like this…. I cant remember the last time i felt this way… I didn't really have the most time for physical affection before being frozen and now its… god its so difficult i went from women ignoring i exist to getting all this attention over night and then i got frozen and then now im so lost… Do you know what pegging is? I had a woman ask me if I'd let her do that to me on our first date. I had no idea what it was and Sam was no help. He laughed for like 30 minutes then he said I'd be better off not knowing.” he rambles on only stopping when he's breathless.

“Oh my god steve” you can't help but laugh a little at the last part of his ramble. His face falls a little as he rolls over to face you but this makes your faces very close and his cheeks redden.

“You're laughing at me..”  he whispers like he genuinely believes you're making fun of him.

“No steve im not laughing at you im laughing about the last part of what you said i am not laughing at you steve its understandable that you feel kind of lost right now i mean yeah dating now is a lot different then it was in your time its probably harder for you because your not only hot but a hero-” your words bring out a small dopey smile

“You really think I'm hot?” the way he says it makes it sound like he really didn't realize he could be seen as that attractive.

“Yes Steve, you're very very hot and I'd say a lot more but i dont want to ruin our friendship or scare you off” you run a hand through his hair and watch as he visibly shivers.

“You wont scare me away-” The sound he makes when your fingernails light scrape his scalp is a mix between a groan and a sigh. “god does that feel good please keep doing that” his eyes are half lidded while he speaks.

“Steve I'd be more concerned if you were unaffected by touch its been so long this is a normal reaction your touch starved and there's nothing wrong with that” as you whisper you move you other hand to run through his hair too and he gasps softly eyes fluttering god there is something about how sensitive he is.

“Can you keep doing that, forget what we should be doing just keep your hands on me..” his soft plea absolutely hits hard.