#mars vent

is it okay for one your supposed friends to stalk you?? like I have this one friend who keeps fucking checking if I'm online in a different platform she's mostly active, she constantly checks my profile and basically becomes extremely possessive of me as a friend. She even kept commenting on conversations I've had with other people, it really fucking creeps me out and annoys me honestly, I have no idea what's going on and what she actually thinks she's doing

My soul is sad it can never be fixed.

I will forever be the person taking care of everyone else. I can't go out this week at all because I have to look after my sister and when I suggested the possibility of me going out both my sister and my mum screamed at me because my only job is to take care of her. But nobody ever took care of me. Being 9 years old and having to leave school early because I felt so sick from anxiety just to have my mum tell me to put up with it. Nobody ever protected me. Sad bug out 🐛

I've been crying for the past two hours what the fuck

i fucking hate it here.