#marout

Drawn a random Scorpio Rising - adjacent portrait to check if I can mimic ink and watercolour at least a bit in my mobile Sketchbook app. What do you think?

Drawn on 11.02.25.

When creators of a cartoon band of heroes run out of ideas, you can always count on a new character in the shape of a baby or a puppy to show up - that's why I introduce you to Belzebaby, whom Mara and Marout found in a cabbage that they bought on a flea market (on the flea market at Koło for eight złoty to be precise). Now every parent watching the series with their youngest can identify with the side-splitting adventures of Belzebaby.*

*Belzebaby isn't an official part of the plot of Carnality of Heart. Dolls and sets sold separately.

First artwork drawn on 24.09-11.10.24.

On 19th of December I finished therapy. It took me and my therapist six years to sort through my borderline ass, but we finally came to an end, altough not an end to my self-improvement as a whole, obviously. If I include previous therapists, I started over ten years ago when I landed in a psych ward, so it's been a long road, but every bit as worth it as it could be. I gave my therapist, which I thank greatly, a copy of Oekaki Zine, which contained an old portrait of Marout and Mara from 2014 along with this little drawing, which (as she said) in comparison shows my maturation and peace within. I still have to take meds, but I'm beginning a new chapter of my life. I will forever be grateful for the Care, Love and Attention that I received during these past six years. Thank you.

Drawn on 18-19.12.23.

The old artwork from back when I used to draw with a mouse to hide my low self esteem (lol):

Continuing with the theme of old drawings that haven't seen the light of day yet, Mara pulling Marout's hand to show him something, I guess.

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Marout awaiting execution for the crime of getting in contact with Nefilim.

Drawn on 26-29.03.21.

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"MÓJ WOJOWNIK” / “MY WARRIOR” / “MEIN KRIEGER”

Marout met Ammen while fleeing from persecution from Germany to England. Ammen was assigned to him to protect him from harm. At that time Marout was still slowly changing his appearance to a more demonic one - it happened subconsciously, which is possible only in Hell. Both of them instantly became attracted to each other and began their sexual relationship, which ended just as quickly as it started, as Ammen had to relocate on another mission. He was a soldier after all...

Second artwork I finished in CLIP STUDIO PAINT PRO, this time testing its oil brush. I painted it on one layer to achieve a more natural look, even though the brush is pretty primitive.

Drawn on 11-22.11.20.

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“Choroba” / "Sickness” / “Krankheit”

Tragedy bound to happen...

First artwork that got two main themes, but this one is very important to me. Please listen to them while looking at the full size version, then you may understand.

Drawn on 23-27.11.20.

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Me in 2009: I'm gonna create the edgiest most horrifying fallen angel ever!!1 He's gonna be a serial killer and a rapist and a drug addict and will vomit out exploding maggots and and and Me in 2020: hehe look a kitty owo

Marout with Mara’s colours. Drawn on 07-31.07.20.