If you're still doing requests, Markus/Ashe and patching up a wound :)
Oh dang this took a while, sorry Anon
If there was one thing Ashe hated about Markus, it was his tendency to leap first, look later - usually while screaming.
Rather than focus on the fact that they - that she - had nearly lost him today, she turned all of her attention to the task of stitching his wounds closed.
Two wide gashes across his side were the âsouvenirsâ from this particular brush with death.
âYouâre mad at me, arenât you?â He asked softly, breath hitching as she tugged the needle through once more.
Dammit, how did he always know?
âNo, âm not.â She replied, the half-truth bitter on her tongue, âJust upset.â
âAh. OK.â
âThere, all done with the stitches.â She sighed, forcing the words through clenched teeth as she began the process of wrapping him in bandages.Â
Thankfully, Markus wasnât budging from his spot, and she couldnât help but let her gaze drift across his torso, and thought, not for the first time, that he didnât look like someone who should have as many scars as he did.
But there they were, off-colour lines across his pale skin: starbursts, slashes, and crisscrossing lines.
âNo, youâre definitely mad at me.â He said, squirming as the poultice made contact with his skin, âJust tell me whatâs wrong.â
She tied off the bandages, glad that he was still sitting so she could look him straight in the eyes, âYou really wanna know?â
He met her gaze, resolute, âYes. I do.â
âYou almost⌠I almost lost you, Markus.â She began, hands clenching into fists, âLike, not âOh, you got hurt pretty bad, and I was scaredâ, butâŚâ
She broke off with a exasperated huff, turning away; part of her still hated it when people saw her cry.
âWhat the hell were you thinking, using the Utter Dark Blast while you were so injured?â the question was tinged with desperation, as she uncurled one hand and raised it to swipe at the tears.
âAshe, IâŚâ
âI donât want to hear it, I donât want you to justify it! Because I know. Gods, I know that it was the only way, butâŚâ
She heard him hop down from the table and walk towards her, before his arms wrapped around her waist. He pulled her close, resting his chin on her head.
Finally, Ashe let herself relax, leaning back against his chest, placing her hands over his own.
âIs it really so wrong that I want you to stay alive, with me?âShe whispered, terrified of the answer, âCanât I be selfish with just this one thing?â
He hummed a few bars of a melody under his breath, the first one she had helped him write.
âOf course you can. Itâs not very selfish, but you absolutely can be.â












