#marionettelace

it's hard to focus on something that's so far away, and if I can't get shit done here, I definitely can't get shit done in a country whose language I'll barely know

As for your dilemma! I can't pinpoint 'being mean to people you like' as either sign, but I believe it may come from not knowing how else to act! You are most likely super nice to everyone you meet, oozing with sympathy and caring and willingness to help. Now when there's someone you like, the complication comes in! You don't want to seem too into them, but you also wanna flirt a little, which brings us to pointing out flaws or being 'mean' to the person. I personally get caught up in this too and find myself trying to calm it down a little, especially with more sensitive types, but honestly, some people might dig it! It's fun to be a little feisty as long as you aren't hurting people's feelings. If you feel it's a problem, be aware of it and try to tone it down. Another thing it may be is you being terrified. I feel this is my own case- you unknowingly target the person you like because it's uncomfortable for you to show your true feelings and its easier to use your charm and intellect to find the flaws because it puts you in a position where you're 'ahead'. This is not a good thing! This is your own smarts working against you! Don't be afraid to compliment people and see their good qualities. I had to learn this lesson and was completely unaware that's where it came from! You can see all the good in a person and all the bad in a person, so don't focus on just the negative to make yourself feel less intimidated by your feelings. I know, those feelings CAN be intimidating (I'm a scorpio sun!). Once you learn to harness the amount of sass and self-confidence, you can start being charming without the rudeness. Throw out some compliments and accept compliments. It'll really do wonders :)

Whoa my followers are getting demanding. I'll reblog rosemary when there is rosemary to reblog derfgthjuk