#marijuanote

10/06/25 you flatlined and on 10/09/25 we “pulled the plug” haven’t been right since, holidays are depressing now. I’m so fucked Lexie, drink my self to bed to suppress the pain and sleep all night long and kill my liver or don’t drink and sleep only 3 hrs because I’m up all night crying. Shit I don’t tell ppl, because wtf are they gonna do to help me. 6 months in a couple of days. 😭

I’ve been gone due to losing my best friend/ partner in crime/ my co parent partner/ my roommate 🥀 I’m still lost for words, I really fuckin miss you 😭 I know we weren’t together, but I’m still fuckin hurting you have no clue how it hurts when mya tells me you okay dad and I have to put a fake smile and say yes ma. She’s so much stronger than me, and that’s all due to you, you really raised her well. She keeps me going, I can easily go down a horrible path like when my dad passed. But I’m not this time, I know better now. Thanks to you I was able to kick that coke addiction, going on 3 years sober and counting 🫶🏼 don’t worry imma be sad for a bit, but you can count on me to take care of mya. 💚 till we meet again Lexie 💚🫶🏼

Someone tell @666torta that she needs to do better with tequila 🥴😂😂

264 days since I last talked you, July 9, will be 9 months 🫩

Going to be 3 months next week, miss you Lexie 😭🥀

The beginning of 2025 was so much better then the beginning of 2026 🫩

Birthday in a couple of weeks, think it’s time for another tattoo lol

Time for a new tatt 😏🫡