#marija rambles

tfw you got a crush (that kind when the person doesn’t even know you exist but for some inexplicable reason you feel magnetically drawn to them almost as if  the universe decided to let your mind obsessively obsess over them and you feel like you are destined to be with this person or destined to want them and forever suffer silently) and you just know it’s gonna CRUSH your soul 

having saturn in the sixth house is a real bitch bc it makes every boring proces even longer than it has to be

it's 5 am and I can't fall asleep and I have to be up in an hour and a half and I hate myself but hey what else is new

what is the quickest way to kill yourself??asking for a friend lol

the love of my life invited me to his band’s gig but i can’t go cause that week i’m gonna be in greece on vacation with some friends so yeah........i’m dying :) :) :) :) :) 

ugh but WHY would you tell me NOW that next year i’m gonna travel all scandinavian countries?? I WANNA GO NOW ,i don’t wanna wait !!!

why am i cursed to always fall for unreachable people? it’s either the ones who are the exact opposites of me (meaning way out of my league) or the ones that I could really see myself being with and we’re compatible in every way but I’m too nervous to even introduce myself? ughh why am i like this and when will i stop

i am so FUCKED in the head because of this boy YET AGAIN.......