Like how did Benny just *know* she was a girl after grabbing her and lookin at her face

1 - What/who is your icon?It’s me! A selfie I took recently. Not one of my best, to be honest. I’ll probably change it soonish. 

2 - Your relationship status?I am single at the moment and I know exactly why. 

3 - Have you ever lost a close friend?I have, unfortunately. It’s hard, and I know I messed up somehow even though they left without a word. Maybe one day they’ll come back, but for now I’m left with the thoughts of how on earth did I mess things up.

4 - What is your current mood?Right now I’m feeling very, very anxious. Mostly about the future. Well, some aspects of the future. I can’t explain it. It feels like I’m about to get seriously hurt again.

5 - What’s your brother(s)/sister(s)names?My brother’s name is Marcus. 

6 - Where do you wish you were right now?I wish I was closer to someone. Not like general someone, like a specific someone. Or in London again. What a lovely city. 

7 - Have a crazy side?Oh good God yes I do. Yes I do. I may seem mild mannered, but I’ve done some crazy things in my lifetime. 

8 - Ever had a near death experience?Apart from an incident on a certain bridge? Not really. 

9 - Something you do a lot?I worry a lot. That’s one thing I do a lot. I also read and write a lot, and when I want to master something, I practice whatever it is I’m trying to master quite a bit too. In recent times, it’s been a lot of math.

10 - Angry at anyone?If I can count myself, then yes, I am angry at someone. 

I suppose it’s only fair. ALSO HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY!

2 - Do you miss anyone?I miss quite a few people. Mostly friends. Some I haven’t seen in weeks, others I haven’t seen in years. Missing people always reminds me of all the adventures and good times I’ve been on. Oh how I hope those times come back soon. 

4 - Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?No, I can’t say I have. 

6 - Did you go out or stay in last night?Last night I went out to dinner with my brother and my dad. We enjoyed some Chili’s before we checked out this boba tea house near the restaurant. It’s almost literally a hole in the wall place tucked next to a Mountain Mike’s pizza place. The mango milk tea was delicious. The flavor balance was exquisite. The boba was a bit undercooked, though. A bit too hard to chew through. Then I just stayed home watching Harry Potter and fixing my computer. 

8 - Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?Nope. Very few people have seen me in my underwear. Usually in a locker room setting. Nobody’s seen me naked, though. Haha. 

10 - Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?I have a habit of only saying things I mean. This means if I’ve ever told someone I love them, I meant it with all my heart.

12 - Have you pretended to like someone?Well, I’ve never pretended to like someone but I have had to hold my nerve as I put on a performance of tolerating them. 

14 - Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?Yes there is. And I am so fortunate to have them in my life. They are truly, truly, truly wonderful. 

16 - Think back five months ago, were you single?I’ve been single all my life ha. I guess I’m just waiting on a miracle. 

18 - Hold hands with anyone this week?Good heavens, no! That’s awfully intimate, isn’t it? Joking. It’s been years since I’ve held hands with anyone, even in a platonic way. 

20 - Who did you last see in person?My parents. We were having dinner. 

22 - Have you kissed three or more people in one night?I’ve never even been kissed. Not even once. 

24 - Are you good at hiding your feelings?Yep. I bottle them up and let them age like an awful, awful wine. 

26 - Who did you last share a bed with?Probably my brother. We were lying on my bed watching a film on the TV after the Mayweather-Pacquiao fight the other week. 

28 - What is something you currently want right now?I want to cuddle right now. It’d be nice to not watch Harry Potter films alone.

30 - How is your heart lately?My heart could be better. I feel like it’s been in a terrible state as of late. I need to change my diet and run more and then my cardiovascular health should improve. Probably would help if I was less stressed too. 

32 - When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?Probably my coworkers on my last shift. We were all quite good friends on that shift. We were all subject to the unwarranted tongue lashings, the dreadful conditions, and the general misery of that place. 

34 - Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?Many times. Some things are better left unsaid. 

36 - What are you listening to right now?“Expecto Patronum! Expecto Patr-... Expecto...” 

38 - Love really is a beautiful thing huh?I guess.

40 - What is on your wrists right now?Normally my left wrist would have a black G-Shock watch on it but I’ve taken it off. 

42 - Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?I have no idea where I got the white t-shirt and red crewneck sweater I’m wearing. Clothes just kinda magically appear in my closet. The perks of getting random hand-me-downs from older cousins, I suppose. 

44 - Have you hugged someone within the last week?No, I haven’t. Not many hugging moments for me as of late. 

46 - What were you doing at midnight last night?Last night at midnight I was trying to fix my computer. I still have to replace my HDD and move my OS to an SSD. It’ll take some time. 

48 - Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?I’d rather sleep with someone else. Some nights are just too quiet. But I’m perfectly fine on my own too. 

as a telemarket researcher as well as someone who hates them, I am so so sorry (if we don’t reach our goal of #’s of calls we can get in hella trouble)