thinking about how insane it is that Dean felt the need to share the Stanford story with Sam as he was dying 😰 I get that he needed to let Sam know how much he loved him, that “it’s always been you……… and me” etc but “i must have stood outside your dorm for hours” is NUTS because it’s been 15 years, Sam’s died multiple times since, and yet the very first time his brother had left him by choice had scarred Dean so much he still felt the need to tell Sam “i loved you back then, i love you still, i will never stop, do you see?”
he really held nothing back, it's almost too much 🥴🥴🥴. how much love can one body hold? by far my favorite, the most insane and the best part of the speech. to think that after 15 years even more of that delicious pining flavor got added to s1...
