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Oh, I did! It's just because you disabled replies on videos--it was about the lady advertising product after product on the train. ^o^; Re: the feet-warmers while on the period!
Oh, I see 😂 I posted that so long ago, it didn't cross my mind. I have replies on for followers only or my videos get a lot of weirdos under them when they break containment!
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Both of those pictures are from an old data book type of thing! Focusing on Gin's private life, like things like his love for his Porsche (he apparently can't sleep without it being in view, so the funnier picture portraying Gin's possible housing had a floor-length window just so he could see his Porsche, I think a record player or radio so he could enjoy music, he's taking care of his hair, composing a poem about Sherry('s blood), and his closet is toonishly full of matching black trench coats and fedoras.
Omg that is so funny🤣 thanks for letting me know! And I really do wish that Gosho would expand on whatever Gin's relationship with Shiho was😭 like, you can't just drop something like THAT in the series and then never touch it again. Especially with how terrified she is of him.
Psst, your carrd cannot be found!
Oh yeah! This one’s 100% on me, I deleted it because I planned on remaking it from scratch some time ago but I ended up getting distracted by something or another and just… didn’t do it, heh. I’ll put it back up again as well as soon as I can get my hands on a working computer!
Yeah, that's why complex PTSD is its own diagnosis, being traumatized before you ever even had the chance to develop a "before" persona is a different beast from PTSD after you're old enough to remember a "before."
Non-victims will never understand us and victims of trauma that are less affected also have little pity for people who cope in ways they do not understand or have never needed.
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Soil absorbs the water it’s given just as children absorb their environment and experiences. You can’t separate the water from the soil after it’s already been taken in.
People fail to understand that long term, repetitive, childhood abuse/trauma isn’t something that’s no longer in the past— it exists everyday through flashbacks, trauma behaviours and views, mental health, and physical health. They act as if it doesn’t have direct daily consequence on our everyday lives. They have the idea that the past evaporates after the second, minute, or hour passes. To just “get over the past” isn’t possible in the sense that we can easily, readily, walk away from it and without remnants of trauma following. The past is still here.
My past exists in the present day through my teeth with root canals after medical neglect, anger outbursts, rage spirals when people stand behind me, low empathy, inability to emotionally love, mental rituals to stop premonitions from coming true, belief that others have an underlying malicious motive, superiority complexes, fear of abandonment, etc. These facets of my personality and literal physical parts of me are an everyday consequence of my abuse.
It all circles back into cruel ignorance and expectations of normalcy that just aren’t possible for the lot of us. It’s especially disheartening when it’s spat out by other survivors (generationally abused families are the absolute worst for this). I feel like I’m forever trying to make the incomprehensible tangible, because I’m sick of suffering at the hands of ignorant people.
It's not just a belief, you genuinely can get severe cramps [abdominal or otherwise] from cold exposure (or even the runs or constantly rush to the bathroom to pee) if you're exposed to cold, BUT it's true that this doesn't affect all people, but got absorbed into a cultural thing as well as traditional medicine, when it's a health issue affecting just some people with more sensitive nerves (can't forget the "gut-brain"), some conditions like Irritable Bowel Syndrome and Raynaud's can trigger these effects, and the latter affects more women than men, so might be where all of this comes from! ^^
hey, i don't think you meant to send this to me lol
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I'm sorry you feel this way. Humans really did look so forward to the future—we undeniably made some beaytiful advancements, cured terrible diseases and the internet allowed us to be friends! But, the evils of human greed and selfishness have created other problems. This world was never meant to be heaven, so it makes sense we'd continue to yearn for and strive for better.
Thank you for pointing out the positives. Honestly, the first thing I thought of after I tried to get out of my funk was getting to be friends with you and so many people thanks to the internet. <3. I know it's not all hopeless but I wish the people with the most greed weren't also controlling a large portion of what we've agreed upon as wealth. :/ So wasteful.
At least our vision is clear as to what could be. We'll just keep working towards it.
ask game: list 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who reblogged something from you! get to know your mutuals and followers ✨️ (Ooor anyone who wants to do this can do this, you can send it to as few or as many as you like!)
Thanks for the ask! 💖 Let's see...
+ washing the heat out of my hair on a hot summer day
+ getting asked if I want whipped cream on something that I didn't know could have whipped cream
+ when I paint my nails and they dry thoroughly without getting smudged
+ watching animals be curious
+ finding the perfect name for a character I'm writing
Hey, all your links (in your pinned and blog description!) are broken. ^^;;; I think because you used to use ut as a username, but now, that's a different blog?
fixed, thanks for letting me know !!
