@marcellabelanadesā location: Casa de Belanades notes: and here we go xoxo
Showing up in the middle of the night, drunk off his ass and weeping was probably not a good look. But this was Marcella, somehow Ciro doubted that she expected anything better all things considered. Loss was... A monster of its own, when heād finished drinking his way to the bottom of every bottle in Nice, heād ended up on a plane and had hit up every bar along the way from the airport to Marcellaās place. He hadnāt appreciated it at the time, but it was nice. Macabre, it very much fit the spooky swamp thing energy that she had going for her. Truthfully, Rome was the last place that he thought Marcella would have come to take root, but he supposed her being here fed the whole marriageĀ narrative that they had been headed towards.Ā
Ciro had missed the funerals, heād missed the memorials, and now that he was here all this grief meant that the two of them didnāt really owe each other anything anymore. They were free. Free and heartbroken all at the same time, he wasnāt glad his mother was dead but he wasnāt notĀ glad either. It was a conflicting place to live.Ā
After Ciro had pulled himself out of the bathtub heād slept in, he wandered into the den still wearing last nightās clothes, his contacts so dry that his eyes were completely burning as he rubbed them with a silent spell to alleviate the ache.Ā āYouāre barely here for a year and the whole city is on fire.ā Ciro said, playfully. Whatever heād said the night before, he didnāt remember it now and he didnāt much feel like talking about it. He was more of the drink about itĀ variety.Ā











