repetition
                                             â for @maracmm
   he doesnât recall how this norm came to be. how nights went from studying, gaming, the works to minutes, hours, spent on the field. often alone, usually not. but, daehyun supposes in the grand scheme of things, that itself is normal. how close he dances to the tipping point, thenâsought for a means of venting, now.Â
   makes sense, right? to let off steam before he blows his lid. reaches the point of a mental break. before the weight of falsities and fabricated smiles and iâm okayâs and thatâs fineâs effectively barrels him over. etcetera, etcetera. you know the story.Â
   ( youâll hear this often. because heâll use it often. this very excuse, cover, reason after another to justify the means of his actions. which is what? you wonder. i wonder. )Â
   his back rests comfortably against cool marble, fingers running through dripping locks while his eyes fixate on the mobile in his hands, occasionally taking an absent note as minutes pass by and the time changes from 9:54 to 10:02.Â
   great. his eyes roll. she would. Â
   sad, but thatâs the repercussions of losing the bet tonight. 19 saves to 21 goals. maybe he was having more of an off day than he would have liked to admit it. âfinally.â his eyes lift with the creak of the door, sweeping over the sharp of maraâs jaw. he steps forward then, moves with practiced ease of someone too used to the arrangement (the bet, iâm talking about the bet) when he reaches out, lifting the strap of her bag off thin shoulders to sling it over his.Â
   âdid you find narnia in there?â his brow arches, nudging them toward the exit. âor at leastâan idea as to what you want to eat tonight.âÂ
   itâs his treat. what was it? second time this week? fuck.












