im actually going to crash out
so i've been trying to talk to a few of my future college classmates to try and find a roommate, and i've found a few that i've been vibing with
apparently one of these people follows my opp on insta (the same one i mentioned in a previous post) and like, i don't think they know that my opp isn't exactly a great person (because i'll admit i thought she was nice at first also, until i found out the stuff that made me stop being friends with her) so i can't really blame them for anything
but i'm starting to get worried now, because i do want to be friends with this person but if they also want to be friends with my opp, then idk if i would be able to hang out with them :(
literally does not help that i have a LOT of hobbies/interests in common with my opp, and mostly people are trying to reach out to others based on those common interests, so of course there's going to be a lot of overlap between people i find cool and people my opp finds cool
what's even worse is that a person i went to grade school with and still talk to occasionally also follows her! i feel like i should be disappointed like girl, i thought you were better than this, but again she most likely has no clue about anything my opp's done so i'm not in any sort of position to judge
i guess the one good thing is that no one has added her to the insta group chat yet, and it's already getting close to the 250 people limit so there's a chance she won't be in there
chat i fear i'm cooked...