Hello fellow tumblees! This a little fic I wrote. Its really bad and sappy I'm sorry. Have an awesome day.
There was no way we could be in love, it wasn't possible, mentally, emotionally... physically. We didn't belong to each other like in the stories, there was no way you ever belong to somebody, but you were still mine, and I was yours. There was no way we could be in love, but we were. It was obvious to the both of us. The way you brightened when I popped into sight, the way my gait suddenly had a spring in it. The way my breath caught at the mere mention of your name.
We tried to deny it, but it was useless. Our first kiss came all at once. I popped into sight, wanting to tell you news from above. We were in the library, well it was your library really. Your eyes puffy from lack of sleep, your hair frazzled and out of place… i remember my heart beat faster at the sight of the angel in front of me. You didn’t see me at first, so focused you were on your work. You’re, no you were, always like that. You stood up, a little bit startled when you saw.
After seeing who it was, you relaxed. We always are, no I should say were, relaxed around each other. You stepped closer when I started talking, as if subconsciously wanting to be closer to the one you loved. I don't even remember what I was saying, but I remember stopping mid-sentence mouth open. You took another step closer... my heart beat a little bit faster, my breath a little more ragged. You always have, sorry, had, that effect on me.
We just stared at each for a while. I think we were both drinking each other’s features, at least, that's what I was doing. my eyes moved up your body, I noticed your beautifully crossed arms, which was your natural stance, and your lips, oh your lips, they weren't red and plump like other times, but they were infinitely more beautiful like this. My eyes finally found yours. Your beautiful green, then gold, then brown eyes. If the eyes are the windows to the soul, then you are, you were, the only thing with a soul.
Our eyes were locked together and somebody had thrown away the key. We had unconsciously took another step towards each other. Your arms fell slack by your sides, my stance turned towards you, my shoulders square at you, my hips and feet pointed towards you, I was a compass and you the north pole. We took another step. We were so close now. Our eyes were still locked, your eyes hypnotizing me, drawing me closer. I was a hooked fish, there was no escape then. We moved even closer.
Your hand reached out to mine. The minute our skin touched, it was like a spell had broken, a wave had crashed. Our slow approach turned into a mad dash to each other. We needed to be touching, we needed to know the other was right there, would always, or so we thought, be right there. Your eyes turned predatory, like a snake and a mouse, you had me now and you knew it. Our hands remained clasped, and we used it to pull closer to each other, our bodies finally touching.
Our hands, which had fit so perfectly together, were still entangled, and neither was about to let go I leaned down, my breath, ragged, uneven, played across your cheek, left the first Goosebumps I'd seen on you. My hand, still hooked around your neck, turned you towards me, ever so slightly, but it was enough. Our eyes finally closed, breaking the staring contest we'd been having. Our lips joined like clockwork, like they were a pair, like gears, they only worked as a pair, like we do ... did
My nerves went into hyper-drive, fireworks were going off somewhere I'm sure, lightning was striking. Your hand pressed into my back, driving our bodies as close together as they could. My fingertips tingled like bubbles in champagne, my skin was like an instrument, and you a musician, your hand played across my back causing moans from my mouth. I always moan when we kiss... when we kissed
I swear in just those first few seconds we must have popped to a hundred different locations, I could feel the change, but you're more important, you're always more important... you always were... We finally separated, not because we wanted to stop, but because you had to breathe. Our separation seemed to break the hex that had come over us. "We woke up."
If I knew then what I do now, how much I loved you, how much I needed you… I never would've let you go, I swear. I never… I never meant for this to happen. I never meant to let your hand go, to look away, I swear. Please… I need you. Please… come back. I never would've said Goodbye… I swear.
