#mansionz

I am standing on the beach watching the tsunami grow

From a minuscule rise in the horizon to a monstrous tidal wave

I am not moving, I am not scared

I am not scared, I am not wearing swimwear

“I think you’re hiding who you are, and that’s the worst part.”

“I never wanted to own you, just your neck”

“Have a little self respect, don’t want to put you on blast, but you should go ahead and practice.”

“I'm thinking about God. Is it a he or a she or a feeling or love?”

“I don’t feel ready for the change that’s coming soon.”

“Youth was my excuse for that but that excuse is getting old.”

“I hate all the things that I love.”

“I used to hope that everyone loved me, but now I could just give a fuck.”

“It would be better if you moved away, maybe somewhere with clouds and more rain, where you don’t know me because you don’t know me anyway.”

“You’re already fading away in my mind.”

“I want to believe in religion, but nobody reminds me of God.”

“I’ve gave you wounds and you told me that they’d never heal.”

“Would you give me a moment? Just give me a try.”

“I love the way she hurts me, I’m so addicted.”

“What could I give you that your daddy can’t give you?”

“They only love me when I pay them no mind.”

“Why you all dressed up? I like you more when you dress down.”

“I make most of my mistakes when I’m laying on top of white linen.”

“What am I trying to prove?”

the same 3 ones that got me hiding in fear

are they “I love you”? there, is that enough?

but dont say i never warned you,