and it's about damn time I took care of my shit. Not just for us, not just for our future, but for my own sake. I'm tired of looking back at my day and thinking where did it go and what did I do?

 I should be fucking exhausted from brainstorming to what jobs I can apply too and from running my fucking legs into the pavement that goes through this neighborhood.

I should give everything the utmost urgency it deserves, because everything I will be doing for the rest of the summer, shit my life will be an important factor in my life.

If I make something out of myself, I'll have something to be proud of, and so will you.