#manifeast

I wanted to share something with you all, to those of you it resonates with, good. If not, that is fine too! The pisces moon has brought about immense change in me. I coaxed out my oldest and most outdated (but underlying) fears in order to actively overcome them. Those fears hit me like a ton of bricks as expected and drove me to physical pains, mental hysteria and overall agony. I stepped into them and swam with them, asking them to pass for they are no longer necessary in my blueprint. Gently, gently but through the burning pain they started​ to dissolve in front of me. 'fear is only an illusion' crept into my consciousness and the fears parted like clouds from my mind. I took a breath and slept property for the first time in days. There is the misconception that being spiritual means constantly feeling joy and bliss, and this is just not so. In order to reach higher plains you must first clean out any outdated beliefs about yourself and the world around you. This can be agonising work, as I found out, but in order to grow it is entirely necessary. For years and years I have lived through other people, through fear of not being enough. I have been scared to do things by myself or discover my potential. Letting go can be hard but it is also so liberating and beautiful, and you feel like you can do anything. If you are feeling heavy or pained or like something isn't working for you, be gentle and be honest to yourself about what it is you really want. Much love 💖

           “ who gave you the idea to see people as potatoes so it would be easier to talk to them?? ” there was no judgment on his part when it came to the method, his tone of voice being nothing but curious. it was definitely an interesting way to go about combatting social shyness, but pretty unconventional as well.

            “    ah   --   amajiki-kun!!    did you need help with your homework??    or do you want to talk about something else??    ”

          FREE HUGS.  ||  accepting.

@manifeast.

     he must have at least two broken ribs. maybe three. the stabbing burn that feels like a thousand needle-pricks per second causes the hero to tense up, to wheeze as he sucks in a breath while his intern squeezes the life out of him as stretchers pass and hospital machines beep and both heroes and police alike line the halls. in the aftermath of their battle against chisaki and his dooms-day plan, they’re left in a swell of aches and pains that rock both their minds and their bodies, and as tamaki clings to his torso amid the exhaustion and distress that follows them, taishiro finds himself hugging him back just as hard.

                     ❝  s’alright, tamaki...  ❞

     he wraps his arms around the boy, holding him tight and close and near to his heart. they’d been separated during the fight, and taishiro had been so worried---- he’s confident in tamaki’s ability to defend himself and perform strongly as a hero (he’s been teaching him, after all!) but it was still anxiety-inducing to be apart from him on such a dangerous mission, and to not be there to protect him in the case that things went sour. there are a lot of things about this mission that taishiro would give anything to take back; mirio’s quirk, his interns’ injuries, nighteye’s passing, eri’s suffering. but they’re safe. he and his boys are safe.

     tamaki’s arms, quivering around him but still holding on tight, heart aching but still beating, breath shaking and nose sniffling but still breathing ---- it’s a gift that taishiro will never take for granted.

     he’s tired and sore and a little dizzy without his defence-fat, but tamaki’s presence gives him the strength that he needs to keep standing. they’ve been a team for years, and he’s gotten to help him grow from a flighty fledgeling into a strong, reliable bird of prey, and taishiro just---- he’s overwhelmed in this moment. he’s overwhelmed with how much tamaki means to him, both as a student and a person, and with how much he’s gonna miss him when he moves on. taishiro ruffles the young hero’s hair and his vision blurs, overcome by warm tears that full the brim of his eyes.

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