Nov 1, 2018
when you know you are going manic but can't bring yourself to care
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when you know you are going manic but can't bring yourself to care
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me: wow I feel so much better; I'm happy; I can paint; maybe the doctors right and I'm stable
me at me: skip your meds. do something bad. something you'll regret. scare everyone you know with your behaviour
thanks to my doctor I now have to ask myself
am I faking the mania? is it just stress? am i really vibrating or just hallucinating that i am? i am really hallucinating or am I hallucinating that I'm hallucinating? am i just hypomanic with delusions? am i just making everything up?
or am I actually manic and it's just that no one believes me?
Mixed mania mood be like: I'm crying but I'm real excited about it
Bipolar disorder - a poem
Sometimes it feels like i am drowning in my head.
Or like Iâm lost.
In a giant labyrint
With endless corridors
And no exist.
Sometimes it feels like itâs all to much.
All the âshouldnâtââs
âYou shouldnât be awake at 3 AMâ
âYou shouldnât have to take so much medicineâ
âYou shouldnât be so worriedâ
âYou shouldnât be so sadâ
There are a lot of things that âshouldnâtâ
I shouldnât have been so alone
I shouldnât have been so scared
I shouldnât have hurt so much
They shouldnât, I shouldnât, it shouldnât
But it did.
Being bipolar
Iâm sorry â no
Having bipolar disorder
Is a lot like being handcuffed to a hurricane
And all you can do
Is being dragged around
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Mania + Period = ultimate moodswings
me after sleeping 8 hours for once: huh maybe my mania's over
me literally an half an hour later: v i b r a t i n g
my body: finally decided to sleep
rational me: GREAT
manic me: yo, what the fuck was that??