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Brielle poked her head into Chloe’s room, making sure the three year old was officially asleep. She had been fighting Brielle all night because she didn’t want to sleep until she had said goodnight to mommy. And yet despite all the calls and texts, she still had no idea where Tilly was. Brielle smiled to herself, seeing the little girl fast asleep curled up in her comforter holding her favorite stuffed animal. She crept away from the door, hoping the little girl didn’t wake up. She went into the living room beginning to clean up the toys and stuff from the day. It wasn’t like it was a mess, she just needed to do something to keep her mind from racing and causing her to break down. She clicked her phone again to see if Tilly had messaged her and shook her head feeling the tears coming as everything began to wash over her. It had been 4 years. 4 years away from all the stupid jealousy and craziness. 4 years of being happy and having very little drama. They had been so stable and in love that’s why they had decided to adopt Chloe. And then a week or so ago things had changed. Tilly became distant and started staying out late and some nights she would come home completely drunk. Brielle tried not to be jealous or overbearing, but they had left those types of behaviors behind. They had become so open with one another and now it was like they were worse than when they first met. She sat on the couch, with one of Chloe’s barbie’s in her hand, using the other hand to wipe the tears away. She had tried to no avail to get Tilly to talk to her, but every time she did she just pushed her farther away. And now with Chloe asking for her at night, Brielle wasn’t sure how much more she could take if Tilly wouldn’t talk to her. She picked up her phone and dialed Tilly again. It wasn’t long before the voice mail came on and Brielle inhaled deeply. “So it’s 11:45 and I haven’t talked to you since this morning. Your daughter just fell asleep because she wanted her mommy. I don’t know what’s going on, but I at least deserve for you to answer me Tilly. Come home,” she said her voice filled with sadness as she spoke. She hung up the phone, tossing it on to the couch wiping her tears. Her sadness was slowly subsiding and turning into anger. She wasn’t gonna keep doing this, she deserved better. Chloe deserved better. 

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Brielle felt someone wrap their arms around her from behind as she stood in the kitchen. And it took a whole two seconds for her to figure out if it was her boyfriend or his daughter. It was the first time the three of them were all home together since Tilly and Brielle had hooked up. Brielle had made it clear that she had no plans of leaving Tilly’s father, which hadn’t gone so well. Michael began to kiss Brielle’s neck, causing the blonde to smile with a small laugh. “You do know your daughter is here right,” she said with a small laugh. He gave a small shrug, nipping at Brielle’s skin playfully. ‘As much as I don’t want to think about this, I’m pretty sure my daughter is fully aware that adults have sex at this age.’ Brielle laughed again, but in her mind she was saying to herself if you only knew. Part of her wanted to let him continue, but part of her was wondering what Tilly’s reaction to the scene was. Especially since Michael’s hands were now roaming down Brielle’s body as he whispered what he wanted to do to her.

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Brielle stirred on the couch, yawning softly. She had been home and had fallen asleep in front of the television at some point. She glanced around, trying to shake off the after nap haze that she was currently in. Something had woken her up, but she wasn’t sure what it was. “Michael,” she called out wondering if her boyfriend was home. As she glanced up at the clock she knew it was way too early for him to be home. Then she heard a sound, one she knew all too familiar. It began to get louder and as she sat up, glancing down the hallways she knew it was coming from Tilly’s bedroom. Feeling her blood boiling, she went to get up padding down the hallway standing outside of the bedroom as the noise echoed out again. It was Tilly, it was Tilly moaning very loudly. Her girl’s moan was mixed with someone else’s which pushed her to the point of wanting to break down the door to end this now. She felt her possessiveness over Tilly flood her whole body. She debated barging in, demanding the person get out, but how could she. The longer she stood there the more her anger pulsed through every inch of her.

Madison laid on her bed flipping through her notes, trying to study for her midterm at the end of the week. She let out a small sigh, glancing down the room having a hard time focusing. It still felt surreal to her that this was her room, in her very own apartment. Okay, yes she had roommates, but it was still her own space away from her dad. She felt a sense of pride looking around the room and it was slowly starting to feel like her new home. She had just moved in a few days before after answering an ad on craigslist for a room. She had been surprised to find that she would have two roommates considering it was only a two bedroom apartment, but the other girls had said she would get her own room so she didn’t question it. As she sat up with a sigh, deciding she was going to actually focus back on her studies she heard a sound coming from the other room that surprised her. Curious, Madison went over to her door, cracking it slightly so she could hear better. That couldn’t be what she thought, right? 

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