Deep in thought...or not :) One day he’ll understand the significance of this special clubhouse built with love, by very special people, for his sister. It’s been wonderful and painful seeing Henry make himself at home in the clubhouse. Seeing him run his fingers across the books on her shelves and playing with the toys she has inside. It hurts. None of this is easy. But we play on and see her smiling at us as we track in dirt and make a beautiful mess. #kcnhlifeasweknowit #mamagrief #onedayatatime (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/BpBMZy2ANEk/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1k6367wuqi6ap

Seeing him discover nearly identically to his sister has been emotionally difficult to witness. We have a framed photo hanging on our wall of Noah discovering the texture of grass for the first time. Their faces are both obscured by chance. How I know she’s witnessing this from just above me. But how I will always long to see her see him. #kcnhlifeasweknowit #discovery #mamagrief #heartsiblings

I thank you for being one of those people, you know who you are. #facetsofgrief Rosie 🌹#griefsucks #grievingmom #grievingmama #griefshare #bereavedmother #bereavedmoms #bereavedmommy #childloss #lossofachild #lossofaspecialneedschild #youarethemotherofallmothers #abedformyheart #mamagrief #mamagriefcommunity #griefguardians #bereavedmother #bereavement #survivingchildloss #missingmychild #missingrosie #everpresentoutofsight #RosieBringsTheSunshine

#facetsofgrief Rosie 🌹#griefsucks #grievingmom #grievingmama #griefshare #bereavedmother #bereavedmoms #bereavedmommy #childloss #lossofachild #lossofaspecialneedschild #youarethemotherofallmothers #abedformyheart #mamagrief #mamagriefcommunity #griefguardians #bereavedmother #bereavement #survivingchildloss #missingmychild #missingrosie #everpresentoutofsight #RosieBringsTheSunshine

#facetsofgrief Rosie 🌹#griefsucks #grievingmom #grievingmama #griefshare #bereavedmother #bereavedmoms #bereavedmommy #childloss #lossofachild #lossofaspecialneedschild #youarethemotherofallmothers #abedformyheart #mamagrief #mamagriefcommunity #griefguardians #bereavedmother #bereavement #survivingchildloss #missingmychild #missingrosie #everpresentoutofsight #RosieBringsTheSunshine

#facetsofgrief Rosie 🌹#griefsucks #grievingmom #grievingmama #griefshare #bereavedmother #bereavedmoms #bereavedmommy #childloss #lossofachild #lossofaspecialneedschild #youarethemotherofallmothers #abedformyheart #mamagrief #mamagriefcommunity #griefguardians #bereavedmother #bereavement #survivingchildloss #missingmychild #missingrosie #everpresentoutofsight #RosieBringsTheSunshine

Rosie 🌹#griefsucks #grievingmom #grievingmama #griefshare #bereavedmother #bereavedmoms #bereavedmommy #childloss #lossofachild #lossofaspecialneedschild #youarethemotherofallmothers #abedformyheart #mamagrief #mamagriefcommunity #griefguardians #bereavedmother #bereavement #survivingchildloss #missingmychild #missingrosie #everpresentoutofsight #RosieBringsTheSunshine

The picture says: "who is here today?" And Rosie was helped to put her name up, which, by the way was never written right...it is Rose Marie but my point is...i wish you were here physically but because I cannot change that, I am glad you were here. Rosie 🌹#griefsucks #grievingmom #grievingmama #griefshare #bereavedmother #bereavedmoms #bereavedmommy #childloss #lossofachild #lossofaspecialneedschild #youarethemotherofallmothers #abedformyheart #mamagrief #mamagriefcommunity #griefguardians #bereavedmother #bereavement #survivingchildloss #missingmychild #missingrosie #everpresentoutofsight #RosieBringsTheSunshine