#making a post

*gets distracted by 400 other things*

Later me: oh damn, i really need to make a post.

*doesn‘t even stop doing what i do*

Me: am i procrastinating making a post? mhm nevermind.

*proceeds doing 388 other things*

I know it’s just the anxiety

but it feels...more...like I know some shit is gonna go down, but I don’t know when, what, or with whom

Me @ my brain: SHUT THE FUCK UUUPPPPP

My brain: .... ooh this is good, you should make a post about this

I’ve noticed that you have been talking to a close friend of mine @keyminseok and I have noticed that you seem a bit offended for personal reasons because of the recent movie “Split”. Please do not take it as an attack as she did not tell me to attack you I wanted to say something on my own will.

The friend she mentions in the post of a person with Dissociative Identity Disorder (or as we all refer to it as DID) is me, and to be quite honest, if you haven’t noticed already there have been many movies that have been based off of mental disorders (Ex. being Psycho, Shutter Island, or even Lars and the Real Girl) and people find those movies being a big hit without giving any sort of complaints because, well, the are wonderful movies played by good actors with a plot based of mental issues people developed. The movie split is based off of DID I understand that. I also understand that the movies over exaggerates some parts that most people with DID do not struggle with (example being the beast and his super strength as well as the ability to climb walls) but keep in mind that this is, just a horror/suspense movie that is made for audiences who enjoy that sort of film.

Me, who has DID, does not see any issue towards this movie for some personal and logical reasons with personal ones being:

They actually make a movie based on the disorder 

I love horror movies and it’s based of my own disorder

I can view the director’s perspective of how they vision DID through a horror perspective.

But those are personal views.

Logically, the movie doesn’t have an intention of attacking DID since it’s a scary movie (key word: SCARY) Scary movies are supposed to make you feel uneasy and awkward, have a sense of something keeping you up at night and that’s what the movie is doing as a whole. Not only that, there is at least awareness that people like you and I that exist.

In the end, both you and I know how we act and basing everything off of emotions won’t change much because this isn’t much factual evidence that the movie is demonizing DID, now a days, complaining about how the movie is hurting your feelings won’t make anyone change their mind because you (and some others) feel attacked from a movie that people will get over soon enough. I can’t wait to watch this movie because I get to experience and see the reactions of those around me watch the movie.