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"Yes, she really is ridiculous...to the point of despair, she's the lowest, worst sister ever but...that's why I can't leave her alone. That's why I have to help her. After all, I'm the only one who can understand her."

Then, looking at the face Ikusaba-san showed me, I was suddenly taken aback. The ever so emotionless face was, ecstatic and smiling.

"I don't know if...she is attracting despair or despair is attracting her but...she has lived her whole life with despair by her side. She lived while covered in despair. That's why she began looking for despair in others. She learned to enjoy pushing people into despair. But you know, that's normal. It's the same as someone being cursed by misfortune fall into hatred for those who aren't. But what's special about her was that, she learned to enjoy inflicting despair onto herself. That's why the link to despair began. As she chased down despair, she pushed it onto others on the way. Doing so, it caused her to desire falling into despair even more...and because of that chain to despair, the Super High School Level Despair was born."

While she spoke it was like she fell into a fever, the expressions on her face turned to ecstasy. It was so completely absurd that it would hard for anybody to think of it as anything but a joke, but I understood that this was real. It might've been because the memories of Junko Enoshima inside me led to that conclusion.

"Hey, you don't get it right? I don't think anybody could. But you know, only I can understand it..."

Consumed by ecstasy, even Ikusaba-san's breaths began to become ragged.