When I have a girl I need her to relize I'm okay with everything that makes her happy even if I won't like it nor ever will... it's the fact that she is happy that makes me happy that's all I need... the worst part is letting her be with someone else to make me happy. When someone truly cares for someone nothing else matters at all accept their hapyness. If i cant make her happy then i know someone else that can and in all all fairness because i pushed her away is the only reason she is happy now.I never wanted to come between her and her family so that's how it had to be... she needed her FAMILY'S ACCEPTANCE more than she needed mine. I truly wish there was another way wpbut there was not. I am glad I was able to fix somthing that wasn't really broken by being able to show her that people that love you will forgive you for anything that you do to them even if it's almost killing you or having you arrested or running away from home... I just hope that you find love and not lust in this cruel world because I have lost what makes me happy for the better......
