I'm worried about Minho. He's trying to be strong for everyone, while hiding everything inside. And it's beautiful, he's always been so selfless... but I want him to take care of himself too, especially now when it's so hard. I'm worried about all of them. It hurts so badly but our pain is nothing compared to theirs.
Iām worry about him too, about all of them, of course, thereās no way I woundāt.
But maybe heās not hiding anything, he was just trying to help others and we know that Minho is like that, he always wants to help as much as possible.
You know, when we lost someone so important to our life, we donāt cry all the time, thereās some times that we just stays there doing nothing, thereās some times that we even laugh, and itās okay because we are still here breathing, so maybe at that moment he was 'readyā to go out there where the photographers were, he was 'readyā to accompany some of his friends, some of their friends, and say that despite the pain, everything would be all right. I donāt know...
I want to him to take care of his pain first, I want them to mourn as much as they need to.. all I want is them to be okay, healthy, but this will take a time now and I will support them no matter what.
Youāre right, our pain is nothing compared to theirs and if itās hurts so much for us, for them is even worse and this breaks my heart because I wanted to help them too but all we can do is stays here and wait for them.
I'm trying to be brave for you guys too, I'm trying to be here and listen what you have to say, what you want to share because that's all I can do. I will try to comfort you guys because you are important to me. You are my friends, my family, we are in this together.
