can i request something fluff about being mark grayson’s crush??
being mark grayson's crush!
mark grayson is not subtle in the slightest when he has a crush. no matter how well he thinks he hides it, you're always able to tell.
he's so whipped for you it's pathetic, he'd do absolutely anything for you, even though you're not dating. he thinks maybe doing favors for you and making you happy will make you want him, but he also does things for you simply because he loves to see you smile :')
he buys you gifts randomly, pays for any outing you guys have, and sends you daily texts like "i hope you have a good day! :)" or "this made me think of you!" with a picture of a comic he found (which he will definetly buy for you), he never lets you lift a finger when you're with him!
his constant willingness to make you happy perform tasks for you is one of the ways you found out he was totally whipped for you. he's just too friendly, too attentive, you had to have caught on eventually.
another way you notice his little crush is in the way he behaves when he's near you. he's tripping over his words frequently, but it's only because you're looking at him all pretty like that! his face is flushed a rosy pink and his heart is fluttering a frantic rhythm every time you give him a friendly hug, or whenever your hand lingers for too long on his bicep.
he makes it impossible not to tell, because this man has a baddd staring problem. and he'll get so embarrassed when you catch him staring too. you could be talking to someone else in front of him and he'll be zoned out on your face, memorizing your features for the hundredth time, only snapping out of it when you say his name. he loves the way his name sounds on your tongue :3
you've come to him in the past for your relationships struggles, and he'd always been so understanding, comforting you and giving you advice to the best of his ability. but there was no way to ignore the heartbreak in his eyes when you talked about your partners. whole time he's just thinking about how much better he could treat you, how much happier you would be if he was your boyfriend! he just wants to see you happy :(
but, of course, being the shy boy he is, he never confesses his feelings to you. why do that when he can just act like your boyfriend? he's avoiding the pain of rejection and possibly ruining your friendship, is what he tells himself.
of course there are some boundaries that separate being a friend and a partner. he wishes every day he could hold you and kiss you the way he wants to, the way he needs to. he wishes he could have you all to himself alllll the time!
for now he'll just be at your every beck and call and pray that someday you grace him with the love he craves oh so badly!
a/n: oh em gee this is my first request!! O_o TYSM!!! i tried my best :)) he is just so cutie i love him
