#maimou

You said we're best friends but I know we're not. If we were you wouldn't talk to me the way you do now: short and minimal. You only respond so I don't feel bad but I know you don't want to. I want to be your friend, I want to continue sharing things with you and not feel like I'm trying to talk to a friend that doesn't even like me.

it would be nice to know that even when we fight and are upset with each other you still love me

I hate Norwich, it makes me so angry. Why the fuck do they keep doing these dumb ass things and then not giving a goddamn shit about anything. I fucking hate not being at Kingham. I hate not being able to see you during the day like I used to. Because now simple things that the school takes you to do make me angry because I feel like they’re taking you away from me. I know it’s selfish but it’s hard to get over feeling like this. I don’t want to be here, I want to go back home. I want to see you. I want to sit under the willow tree with you. I don’t want to be here.

I don’t care if you have a goddamn flight later this weekend. That’s the worst fucking excuse I’ve ever heard for going to sleep early. That flight is on fucking Sunday. Just fucking sleep on the flight instead of watching a movie like you’ll probably do. You told me we would skype and I waited all day so we could talk for less than an hour over messenger for you to tell me you’re going to bed. And we’re not going to skype tomorrow, you know we won’t. You’re just saying that to make me feel better.