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What poisoned poetry Would that I could Rip out heart and eyes to see This blood, no ink, no blood in deed The horrors of euphemism in packets In this lie we call history How can it be this misery Is what came so naturally How long can’t we hear and see No one is free until we all are free? Whether river or ocean or sea to sea Look at what’s done in greed to you and me Oh prestigious…

So, everything that happened over the past few months, but especially just these last few days and feeling how eerily similar the resemblance had been and how catastrophically events like this ended up for me, all for literally using my gifts in different ways to basically keep myself alive. I need to write this out so that, this time it sticks. That I see clearly what happened and I understand…

TikTok: Become your own expert: the way of the artist and bipolar woman The armchair diagnoses have started from the new crop of people who do not matter. I cannot emphasize this enough: those who matter never mind and those who mind don’t fucking matter. There is so much harmful help nowadays. I literally lost my fucking mind because of how many people kept insisting that, for the first time…

Did another little series on the clock on how to turn your metaphorical shit into literal or metaphorical gold. Turn your 💩 into gold, what shadow work was supposed to teach Quit your 💩 , become your dreams – the real ones Cut your 💩 , we are all Sucessful Failures Videos for the link averse Today I’m talking about how I’ve taken my worst days and made them into jokes, stories, new plans,…

Empathy is feeling the rock someone is under. Compassion is getting them out from under the rock. Depression is focusing only on your problems, connection and healing is when you remember how not alone you are in your suffering. Change happens when things that were once tolerable become intolerable. Change happens when you get tired of bullshit – yours and anybody else’s. Did you hear how Hamas…

Your life without a computer: what does it look like? I think a lot of it would be the same problems dressed differently with exponentially more paper involved. My first reaction was how it would be simpler, maybe I’d be less stressed or whatever…no way. No way, impossible. I realized almost immediately, it’s the likely the exact opposite. Maybe I would be a hell of a lot more ignorant, maybe…