I never thought I’d get here.
All my life demons were my enemies and now…I have become one of them. My fingers were slowly pressing the keys of the piano. Only if I knew this would happen. Mom used to sing this song to me when I was little.
What would she think of me if she could see me now…
This was not what I signed up for, why was it happening to me?
Hey Jude, don’t make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
I’m not sure I know who I am anymore. I’ve done so many bad things, made so many mistakes, wrong choices.
It’s all worthless. Everything is worthless. I am worthless. Mom used to be the best person ever.
And anytime you feel the pain, hey Jude, refrain
Don’t carry the world upon your shoulders
I don’t think I’ll ever be fine again. I’ve always been…a bad guy no matter how hard I tried to help people. I did, I really tried. Where can I go now?
I don’t want to be like this. I just need to be happy again, how can I be happy? I hope Mom’s on a better place now…
And don’t you know that it’s just you, hey Jude, you’ll do
The movement you need is on your shoulder
Art by me and ficlet by Denny