I need badly to hurt him and for him to hurt me. I need him to see that he belongs to me and is an extension of my will and my desire. I need him to see that there is none other that could fill his spot for me. I need to make him bleed and relish in it. I need the blood and viscera to meet my skin and my tongue and to feel it's warmth and taste it's iron.
more than anything i need him to feel the pain and know it means that i love him and care for him more than i ever thought i was capable of.














