#mafia poly

You rubbed the products into your skin and hair and covered every inch of your skin with it. there was something so intimate and personal about using a mans products in the showers that made you feel like a goddess. Or maybe it was just the smells that were getting to your head.

When you cut the shower off you could hear the sound of a tv coming from the room and nothing else. You chuckled thinking about the amount of possessive testosterones coming off of Suho and Chanyeol just quietly sitting there in awkward silence. You imagined them sitting them sitting as far away from one another as possible on the bed with their arms crossed as they stared straight ahead, not daring to look at one another.

You laughed and then silenced yourself with a hand over your mouth. If they heard you laughing in here by yourself they’d probably think that you were a psychopath. You quickly brushed your hair and threw on some clothes that Chanyeol had laid out for you and then exited the bathroom.

The moment that you had laid eyes on the men you relaxed a little. The scene that you had expected to witness of awkwardness wasn’t what you saw at all. Chanyeol was laying down towards the foot of the bed as he watched tv, and Suho was leaned up against the headboard with his arms crossed, fast asleep.

You were about to speak up and say something to Chanyeol but he quickly put a finger up to his mouth trying his best to hush you. He looked over at Suho to see if he had woken up and then back at you and gestured with his hand for you to follow him.  He had a softly as possible tried to get up from the bed without shaking or waking up Suho and then opened up his closet door and sat down inside.

You looked at him curiously, but followed him in without another moment of hesitation. You had half expected for his closet to be messy and full, but Chanyeol really only had a few articles of clothing that were neatly hung at the back of the closet, giving the two of you lots of space to sit down.

“what are we doing in here?” you asked him with a curious smile

“I don’t want to wake up Suho, so for now we can talk in here” he said with a soft tone

You nodded your head in understanding but stopped when you realized that Chanyeol was looking at you with pink cheeks and a small smile “what? What’s wrong?” you asked him confused

“you just-“ he started and then looked away for a moment before turning back to look at you “you look cute in my clothes. they’re really big on you”

You looked down at the sweats and the t-shirt with confusion. “so it’s true what they say about women wearing men’s clothes?” you asked him

He cocked his head to the side “I don’t know what you mean”

You nodded your head “they say that men really like it when women wear their clothes, because it makes them look cute and sexy” you clarified

“oh” he said with wide eyes “I guess… I mean you’re the only girl I’ve ever seen in my clothes so…”

“so you’ve never had a girlfriend?” you asked him with shock. Surely Chanyeol had dated before! He was so handsome and deep. You knew that women had to be interested in him

Chanyeol shook his head no and your eyes instinctively widened.

“why not?” you asked him and he huffed “don’t do that, you’re such a catch! I’m sure that there are girls who like you!” you exclaimed

“it’s kind of hard to date with this lifestyle…” he finally answered but it was softer than normal. “I mean sure we have the time that we could make it work, but we would never be able to really tell them what we do. Or really go out with them in fear that they could be used in someone’s plan for retaliation. Plus, the phone calls, text, leaving suddenly without explanation…” he continued looking down at the floor

Your eyes followed his down to the floor where he was playing with the hem of his sweats. You had never really thought about that and you felt bad for bringing it up, because clearly it was something that he had a hard time with. This lifestyle was much more lonely than what you had though.

“and what about the other members?” you asked him

He scoffed and then looked up at you with a small smile “sure, they fuck around, but they don’t have girlfriends. Or at least they would never call them that”

“oh” you said with wide eyes trying to imagine anyone of the boys being that way

“what about you though? Have you ever had a boyfriend?” he asked you, and now it was your turn to get shy

“I’ve dated a few men, but none of them were ever serious” you answered honestly “I think my longest relationship, if you would even call it that, was four months”

Chanyeol nodded his head with wider eyes “and what is your ideal type?”

You gave him a sideways smile and a look that said, ‘are you really trying to go there right now?’ “uhm….” You thought about it and your smile dropped “I don’t think that I really have a type” you answered. And it was true. Everyone that you had dated was different. Their style, background, lifestyle, jobs. “I guess the thing that I fall for is if someone can made me feel safe and make me smile. Other than that, I don’t think the rest matters”

Chanyeol nodded his head and smiled “that’s fair”

There was a moment of silence and the two of you just sat comfortably until a thought had come across your mind

“hey, can I ask you a question about” you turned your head and pointed to the bed where Suho was sleeping

Chanyeol’s eyebrows pursed together and he looked you up and down “yeah, what’s wrong?” he asked you concerned

“are….” you didn’t know how to word it without it sounding too rude “is Suho really that scary that everyone in the house fears him?” you asked

Chanyeol took a moment to think about your question and he almost broke into a smile before he stopped himself and straightened his face back out.

“does he seem scary to you?” he asked you

You contemplated his question for a moment “yes and no. I’m not really all that scared of him, but sometimes the other members really seem frightened by him”

“Suho is like a big brother to us… if not more.” he answered with a smile “we love him, can do or say whatever we want around him, but at the end of the day he is our boss and higher up than we are. so, we do have to sometimes put ourselves back in place to set boundaries”

“and what about Minseok?” you asked quietly

Chanyeol’s face suddenly became more serious “well…” he looked off to the side and then back down “he’s gone through a lot in his lifetime…. He’s always had things pretty bad, and they didn’t ever really stop.” He answered and you focused your gaze on him as you processed what he was saying “he’s really rough around the edges, because he was forced to be that way… it’s not that he’s necessarily mean, or aggressive. It’s just that he does and says the things that he does as a way to sort of set boundaries and protect himself”

You were about to ask another question when you heard the bed shifting, and steps coming closer to where the two of you sat. you leaned forward and tried to look and see Suho as he approached the two of you, but he never appeared. You frowned and leaned out of the closet to see the door to Chanyeol’s room open.

“did he leave?” you said thinking out loud

You stood up and held a hand out to Chanyeol to help him stand up.  He eyed your hand and then took it with an eye roll

“if you think you can pull me up, then try” he said jokingly, thinking that you would let go

But to his surprise you actually pulled on his hand hard enough to yank him off the ground higher than he expected. You got him to stand a little but because of his surprise his knees buckled, and he fell into you. You tried your best to catch him and stay standing but his height had the advantage and he knocked the both of you over onto the floor, with a loud thud.

You scrunched your eyes as you mentally prepared for the impact your head would have on the ground, but your head never hit the floor, instead they landed on Chanyeol’s hands as he cradled them, protecting you from getting hurt.

You opened your eyes to Chanyeol hovering over you, looking concerned that he had hurt you. You looked down at your body, noting that Chanyeol. Fell to his knees and was leaning over you in between your thighs. You gulped and then slowly looked back up to his eyes

“sorry” he said with a breathy voice “I didn’t think that you would actually make me stand”

You gave him a small smile and relaxed against his hands that cradled you. “its okay” you put your hands on his cheek and squeezed them making his lips pout “thank you for saving me from busting my head open”

He was about to say something, but you pulled his face down to yours and gave him a small kiss on the lips. He panicked and pulled away with an open mouth and wide eyes as he looked down at you, shocked that you had just kissed him. You laughed at his expression but were soon silenced as the look of shock in his eyes were glazed over with a look of lust.

Chanyeol looked down at your lips and then back up to your eyes before he kissed you back. However, this time it wasn’t as innocent as your kiss was. Chanyeol seemed desperate for more, as he let his body rest over yours and deepened the kiss. His hands gathered up the hair on the sides of your head and he held you in place as his tongue slipped into your mouth.

You fought for dominance in the kiss as you both bit, and licked each other, swept up in the moment, completely unaware of the audience that you had. the two of you practically flew away from one another at the sound of someone clearing their throat.

You looked up at Suho, who had a cocked eyebrow as he stared at the two of you. You looked over at Chanyeol out of curiosity and noticed the way that his lips looked swollen and red from your kiss and you bet anything that your lips looked the same.

“sorry to disappoint, but I only went to get a glass of water” he said with a flat tone, as he kicked the door closed and locked it “but please…” he gestured to the two of you “don’t stop on my account” he said with a sly devilish smile.