#madxcreature

Ren rubbed a hand along the back of his neck not meeting Cecily’s eyes as he tried to figure out what to say “Well I don't think I could just pick one thing I find attractive about you. I like everything about you...” Ah hell he sounded stupid

Darcen’s eyes widen a little bit. He’s thinking about it for a second, but really he knows better. And then he shakes his head, quite fiercely at that, hands even coming up in front of him and waving wildly. “No! That-- would not go well.”

Mehak. Mehak, Mehak, Mehak.Mehak is the spring in my step, the peanut butter to my jelly, the candy to my Zoran, the Cecily to my Will, the pancakes to my syrup, then pencil to my pencil case, the calculator to my math class, the gummy to my worms, the deep thoughts to my shower, the hot water to my bath, the toilet to my bathroom.Mehak is one of the sole reasons I enjoy Tumblr so much. I stalk her blog constantly and secretly hope she talks to me first one day. I dreamt about her muses once or twice, and I won't even be kidding when I tell you that they...have a real-life effect on me. I remember the olden days when Zoran had just met Cecily. I used to go to bed thinking about it. But Cecy is a breeze in comparison to Carion-- Carion gets under my skin so bad sometimes I just hide under my blankets and think about how much he does. Mehak's muses are real people, and anyone who says otherwise is probably fictional. Or extremely jealous. (Because I mean they're Herondales and we're like a bunch of nerds pretending to be them as we write stories together. Obviously we all want to be Herondales.)I get super scared that at some point I might annoy Mehak to the point of her not wanting to become my friend anymore, because I am annoying as fuck. And my overly affectionate personality seems to make people uncomfortable. (Guess what-- not everyone likes to be tackle-hugged ten times an hour!)I'm going to say this for real: Everyone thinks Mehak is the best. If the rest of us talk about our levels of awesome, we basically go like, "Okay, so -- after Mehak, of course-- __ and __ are the most awesome, followed by __ and then __ and __."Like seriously, woman, everyone thinks you're so awesome and superior and I think so too and it's weird because I love having you in my life but I also want to lock you in a closet and steal your life and oh my God. You don't even understand how many dimensions are in my feelings for you. You're the kind of person that shows up once in a life time. You're that one friend that everyone loves and secretly wants to be your favourite. (But of course, that seat is reserved for Heather.)--Oh! And before I forget. Since you're a future lawyer, you're going to have to choose between me and Heather. She killed my boyfriend and I wish to cite her for it.