#mads rambles

Something I hear not a lot of people talking about, and it's really sort of an aside thing in the documentary. But that moment in Man on the Run talking about how the Wings Over Europe tour bus stopped and everyone got out to use the restroom except for Paul. And Paul just chucked it up to "training" himself as a Beatle to not use public restrooms and stuff. Like man, imagine how sad that is. To be so publicly perceived you can't even go and use a public toilet if you need to.

“And you are her damnation.”

SPOILERS FOR TADC EP. 3 AND MILD TRIGGER WARNING FOR SCARY IMAGERY (THE ANGEL)

Ok so after thinking about ep. 3 for a while I gradually developed a sort of headcannon/theory on Queenie (i think that's the name of kingers wife? I don't really know but its how im refering to her in this post lol) Abstracting, and what could've happened before it, or even have potentially triggered it.

So we all know about the monster hunter man and what he did to his wife

Basically, the angel made him go crazy and he killed his wife. Which, you know, is pretty innocent all on its own.

But look at the angel. Specifically it's eyes.

It looks a tiny bit familiar, right?

Then kinger says this:

So, angel looks suspiciously like Queenie. Enough for kinger to even somwhat mistake it for his dead wife. A bit weird, but ok.

Then we get to the hell basement. And kinger says this:

Again, it's pretty innocent all on its own. But I don't know about you, but you know when I mostly hear this sort of sentiment?

After I get into a fight with somone.

So, here's my theory after putting these scenes all together:

In the story told in the tapes, a monster (Caine and/or the circus) drove a man (kinger) insane, which made him shoot (in our case, only hurt) his wife, killing (abstracting) her.

I think Kinger and Queenie got into a really bad fight, where kinger said somthing really out of wack. Hurt, Queenie runs off to go be alone, and in that time, she abstracts. Causing Kinger to feel guilty because he feels their fight could've caused her to abstract. Or at least could've played a part in it.

(Edit:) Ok so, I can't belive I forgot about this moment in hell 🤦‍♀️ probably bc I low-key kinda rushed this when i was writing and posting it. But im editing this post to add it in because I feel it's an important detail to this theory I totally brain-farted on.

I think this could be how kinger feels the argument with his wife ended. That he unintentionally made her feel unwanted or unloved, and that may be why she abstracted. Or at the very least, a part of it. And the idea that he made one of people he loves the most feel unwanted eats away at him, subconsciously or not. (End of Edit)

As for why he dosnt tell Pomni this when he's telling her about Queenie, I have two theories;

A. He really dosnt remember it all that well, and keeps it to himself because he's not even sure if how he remembers it is how it really happened

B. He's so guilty and ashamed of what he did that he decides not to tell Pomni, not wanting her to see him as the monster he sees himself as for what happened.

Of course, this is me taking inches and possibly running miles, so obviously I could be way off and simply be having TADC brianrot. This is just a theory. A TADC theory.