When I spotted him in the crowd, I almost forgot to avoid tree limbs as I rushed to find him. Threading through dozens of thigh-high people to get to him, I was sure I seemed like a blurred rush of muscle mass and "excuse me!" sounds.
I managed to come up behind him and tapped him on the shoulder.
He turned around, looked me in the knee, then up to my face, and I saw the same beautiful grin, same spark in his eyes that I had missed since high school.
I knelt to one knee, cracking the earth with my weight, put my huge paws around his body and drew him in for a hug, leaving us both breathless before I let him back out.
He took in the sight of what I'd grown into in the past five years. I was worried, but then he laughed and shook his head.
He said “You call that a hug or a weather event?” I laughed too—it had been years, but somehow, we still fit. That ease of just knowing you're okay, they're okay, and everyone is happy with each other.
He stepped forward, hand half-raised like he wasn’t sure where to aim it, and finally patted my forearm instead of my shoulder.
“Man,” he said, “you look like you wrestle mountains now.”
“Only the ones that deserve it,” I said, and the old rhythm between us came rushing back.
For a moment, the crowd around us didn’t exist. Just him, standing there in the same beat-up sneakers he used to wear, and me trying not to crush the ground when I shifted. Trying not to let my eyes show that I desperately needed his welcome and warmth, no matter what I had become.
He smiled up, genuine, completely unbothered by the difference between us.
“You really did it, huh?”
“Guess I did,” I said. “Didn’t think I’d get this far without my spotter.”
He laughed, loud and real, and something in my chest loosened. It had been too long since someone looked at me and saw me, not the giant. And in that small, human moment, I realized I’d been missing that more than I’d ever admit.
My breath caught in my throat for just a moment when I suddenly felt how much I needed him... loved him.
If he felt the same way I would never let us be separated again.