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i kiss him, not gently, but desperately. desperately, because he’s worth it — because life is terrifying and short and i don’t know what will happen. all i know is that here and now, i am still alive, and i want to be with wesley ayers. here and now i want to feel his arms wrapped around me. i want to feel his lips on mine. i want to feel his life tangling with mine. here and now is all we have, and i want to make it worth whatever happens next.