#mac stuff

i should write fic to fill the time but i’m so nervous about it *sigh*

I got my MAC enchanted brush set today and bitch these things are beautiful

Has anyone had any experience with full-shirt binders? I want to get a new binder because I accidentally ripped a seam on mine, and I’m curious about full shirt binders. I was hesitant to get one the first time because I thought it would be more restrictive than the half-shirt. However, now I’m curious and want to try it out. Does anyone have any opinions? Thoughts? Advice? 

I hate complaining about my personal problems on tumblr because nobody really cares, but I seriously have nobody to talk to. I'm feeling really down, and it's hard because I feel like I can't talk to anyone about it because nobody wants to hear about it. I went through a period there where I thought my life was getting better and that I was finally feeling somewhat happy. But recently, it's gotten so much worse. And I literally feel like I have nowhere to turn. I've erased this like six times now because i feel like I shouldn't complain because I'm supposed to be some kind of role model to people. I'm not supposed to be weak. But here i am. I am so fucked. I don't know what this is ahhh. I'm sad and overwhelmed and ahh.